Hi blog. Havent forgot abot u. Yesterday came home at 1am. Yeah. First part time job. So slpy this mrg. Got a bit of fever now. Today after sch, Ben call mi and Ben, Zhi Yun, Tony go & watch Kung Fu Hustle. Funny movie. Hehe. Anyway, after that came home & do fyp loh.

Today, my friends seems to have 'cheated' mi. So unhappy today. Wanna do late to do fyp then eat dinner wif friends. They suddenly dun wanna go. In the end, go to 'eat' wif my family in a restaurant. Ya, u think it is gd. They have finish half of the course le. I still went there. So embarass...all like laughing at mi. I am so angry inside. Y u guys dun wanna go at a later time or an earlier time. If u guys so hungry just say so. Wanna go eat le, then all say go home.

Today went sch for lesson. Do our AVFE first assignment. Then tutor let us go early. Sms Rozmail to see if he wanna go Sim Lim. No reply. Then go myself. Then go shopping. Saw toys, toys & more toys. Haha. Then meet my parents & ate lunch there. Father just finish his checkup. Haiz... Buy model kit. Hehe. Kids. After that went home & then went to auntie place to dye my hair.

Today went sch to do fyp. Got Tiong Peng accompany mi to the library. Stupid ppl talk so loud in the library & play with the window bind somemore. Cant concentrate. Then met Colin & his friend. They talk talk talk non-stop. I wanna concentrate doing my use case diagram so on the music loud. They say I got attitude problem. I put on my ear piece le and I didnt know that it is so loud u guys can hear la. & I cant hear u guys also. Once I am really serious, pls dun get in my way. After about one hour, I go to MCC wif Nadhirah. MCC = Malay Culture Club. I put my laptop inside, lazy to bring to Bishan. We going to collect our pay. Wait for Kee Yong for his lesson to end. Sit in the club house with Nadhirah. Wow. Quite old...the room. So many engineering club beside there. Some malay girls coming in & out of the clubhouse. Nadhirah put the bear inside the club house. Haha. It is pink hor, dun make it become other color.

Later, we met Kee Yong, Liana, Anjanna at the bus stop. Haiz...Raining. Take 74 all the way there. Didnt buy sth for E-Hui. Lol. Tht wanna give? The three gals always like to bully Kee Yong. Especially his red ear. Normal wat. Dun mock ppl lah. We say hi to some of the employee there, get our pay then went off. On our way to Juncti8n, we met the 2 TP gals. Then we tease Kee Yong again. Haha. Poor Kee Yong. After that, Nadhirah & I went back to school. Thats all. Think I left out a lot. Didnt notice many things today, sth in mind. Sth that Kee Yong & I talk about.

At home, quarrel wif my bro. Haiz. Still playing MS. He going to become obsess again. I mean we since we play the MS for 3 days. I stop now, trying at least. Maybe because of him make mi more concentration on my fyp.

Y ppl r so obsess wif sth. Y r ppl like that. The thing is gone so y keep thinking. Nadhirah ask mi to find one bf for her. All r obsess in certain thing. I am just to obsess in...

The blog will be close from 23rd Dec to 26th Dec due to Christmas. The blog will resume on 27th Dec, Monday.

Today I went to orchard again. Hehe. Wif Nadhirah. Tht of giving her sth but dunno gif wat to her. Went to PS first then walk along Orchard Rd. She didnt wanna go shop. She said she no mood to shop. Sry leh. I ask u to accompany me & at the same time can find a christmas gift for u also. Want to cheer her up also. But cant really see her smiling. Haiz...

After our last stop, she went home & I went to Bugis.

I told u sth funny today. U ask y I like Ayumi so much. U seen my wallpaper got ayumi, my hp wallpaper also got ayumi. I just wanna say I love things that has big round eyes. Yeah. U also have one, haha. & Gals wif long hair, only urs become shorter, but that doesnt mean I dun like my sis.

Hi blog, 2 days already. Blogging for yesterday & today.

Yesterday, avfe prac. Very pai sei. Cause the tutor ask us to do a class assignment. Then cause I cut the sound too short than make the soound kind of odd. After the third tries, I finally did a bit better. After my AVFE, I go PS going to meet Rong Ming at 2pm. Reach PS at around 1+. He later call mi saying that we meet at 3+. He was working. I spent my time looking at all the gift shop. So many fluffy bears. Wahh...cute. Wanted to give christmas gift to Nadhirah & Kelly. Hehe. Last christmas spent in sch. Hope. Watch Rong Ming working environment. After his working hour, we went MOS Burger & eat. Yeah. First time eat. Bleah! After that we went to shopping center to shopping center to look for gifts. He need to find a gift for his gf so he just call her to ask his gf. Haha. After going too a few shopping center, he bought a bracelet, I think. Wif a cat. We talk about lot of stuff but wifout Din. He is working. So many things to see. Then thirsty & tired. Many performance around that area. Rong Ming help mi to decide sth so we went to a book shop. Forget where le. Many books to see. I know la, I seldom go out ma, so everything is first time see la. K? Wanna buy wat for the 2 girls? Bears? Haiz... Rong Ming say I nvr gavee him a present for chrismas. Sry la. He show mi one favourite model car. One very small one also cost $12+. Wow.

Wat I did today? Go to sch to meet my supervisor. Some my friends havent met their supervisor, we are certainly lucky to have Nana as our supervisor. Today tht meet Anizah after school but she suddenly got to go teach tution. Then I found that Rozmail & Winnie is going to watch The Incredibles. I was planning to go to Orchard again. I even ask Nadhirah whether she wanna tag along. So I went wif Rozmail, Winnie, Jia Hui to eat our lunch. When I call Nadhirah, she havent had her lunch & was saying sth funny. Cheer up la. Dun keep things to urself. I am worry for u. Then we went to take bus then mrt to Bishan. So many ppl buying tickets. Wah...So many teddy bears around there. Sorry la. I really like soft toys la. Though I'm not kid anymore, but they r too cute. The show is very nice. Very funny leh. After that they two went home while I go Orchard. By the time I reach there is 6+, go to the same shopping center and brought sth. I didnt buy anything for the 2 gals. Guess who I am giving. Haha. After the tired walk, I just went home. Reach home at ard 9+.

Then I blog lah. Now, sth in my heart didnt break into pieces. Hehe. Y arh? I ask Kelly wanna give her present but she say we normal friend so no need gift. And also she say I not her type. That doesnt surprise mi and I am really happy for the word she said. My heart & brain inside is almost empty. Aiya. Bluff myself. Inside a bit sad. No mood for now ba. Pls let mi focus on fyp now. I will die for it now. Alone again. Nadhirah, if u r going to do fyp in sch, pls call mi or watever. I wanna do in sch. After the sch reopen, I go out so often. Still on vacation mode ba. Haiz..

Today, attend the fyp briefing. Nth they say is 'very important'. Not many of my classmate is there. At least got my sis to sit beside mi. Haha. After the briefing, there is a talk. The talk was about changes. I found that this talk is interesting. The speaker talk to us in some humourous way. Lots of laughter during the talk. He said a lot of his past. Tell us wat is 'cheese' and 'maze'. 'cheese' is the things u wan in life. The maze for us now is NP. Let us see two video clips.

The video 'Who move my cheese?' consist of 4 characters. 2 littlepeople, one name Haw, and the other name Hem and two mice in a maze, finding cheese. After searching, they found an area full of cheese that can last them for quite sometime. Everyday, they went to the cheese area using the same route they always take. The mice carried their shoes around their neck.

After quite some time, the mice realize that the cheese is getting lesser and lesser but the littlepeople did not notice anything. Before long, that area is empty. The mice quickly went in search of new area in the maze. The littlepeople? Hem keep on saying where is his cheese Haw say he wanted to look for new cheese, but he was just saying. After a few days, the littlepeople keep going back to that area hoping the cheese will reappear. One day, Haw decide to go out in the maze to look for new cheese despite Hem telling him it is dangerous out there. Haw ask if Hem want to come in search of new cheese but the stubborn Hem refuse to find new cheese. He wanted his old cheese onli. Haw at first felt lost in the maze. After a while, he wasnt afraid anymore. He start to scribble wordings on the wall to mark the road hopping Hem will change his mind and follow him. After days of searching, he finally found a new area but the cheese were all gone. Then he continue on in search of new cheese and finally he found it. Both the mice have been there for a couple of days.

Dun be a stubborn. Forget le.
Change is gain.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

K N O W L E D G E
11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96%

H A R D W O R K
8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98%

A T T I T U D E
1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100%

Now is ur turn liao. Mei Mei. Angela. Dun always play & play ur MS. Somemore u say to mi u play for how many days in a row. Cant even find u online. I dunno wat is the reason u sudden hook on this game and for so long le. That time u tell mi u try to stop. Then now still havent stop. Ur fyp, always ask u, u always say havent start. Haiz... I know u still got ecid hw. Try to concentrate for at least the first few weeks. Now I like still dunno if it is the same as that meimei of mine.

Hope u will try ur best to concentrate in ur studies. Pls take care. Always play till so late & play so long.

Finally my sis response. The other gal is ok le. I am so relieve. Aiya. Nadhirah. Cheer up. Nobody is blaming u, u also dun need to blame urself. I am at wrong also. Advicing ppl is not wrong. If u really treat them as friends, u will advice them, if not then y bother, right? Anyway, for this matter I have no experience in love. I know I needed that, not because u have experience in this, but as my friend, as a sis. I am very grateful. Advicing ppl is not wrong, dun any how say sry. Ppl who r ignoring this dvice just wish to 'kill' themselves. We just leave it here. Dun let this spoil our sis & bro relationship.

One more thing I wanna say to u. Be who u r, dun try to be someone that u r not surpose to be. If u wanna change, nake sure the change is for the correct purpose and not the wrong purpose. Dun care who ppl think u r. Be urself. I try to fill in more if I go to my MQE class. It really help mi in sth.

Really thanks so much. Nxt time, try writting on the chatterbox like Rozmail. See. He is giving mi a talk. :D

Dear blog,
maybe I wont be seeing u le. So sad now. Yesterday make my sis angry with mi. Then at night, Kristin chat wif mi cause she saw my nick. She so shock cause she didnt know Nadhirah is my sis. Anyway, today I did it again. Seems like I make another gal angry liao. Haiz... Am I only gd at this? Failure la.

Hope to see u soon ba. Sry for the two ladies that is angry wif mi.

Oh well. Start writing sth to lengthen this. Sis. If I know sometimes we tend to say we have no friends and u should know that. But however, we have some that still care for us. I dun know how stupid I am to put so many craps here. You teach mi so much, so many things that I experience it for the first time. A gal that let mi sit beside, talk wif mi. Tease u everyday but u knew it was a joke & not angry wif mi. Share problems together. But when u having troubles/doubts, sometimes u still keep it deep inside. For 2 days already, waited for u to blog to find wats troubling u. I am worry. At least give mi some reponse...

Yours Sincerely,

Khian Wei

Cant do my assignment & fyp...

Yesterday one of my friend ask mi to watch movie. I wan to watch but then, I say c first. Dun know y? Still dun know wat am I doing. Feeling that there is so many things to do but some how just dun feel like doing it. So many interruption, cant concentrate. Think too much also cant concentrate. I wanna go to that place... a place to settle myself, a place to calm myself. Where is everybody? Wat r u guys doing? Is it still holiday? Singaporeans!!? Huh? Is it that the life style of Singaporeans? Is it? Live here for so many yrs le... seldom go out so knew little about my surrounds. Felt so lost now....

Sis now ia mad at mi. Tht u should know how I feel some how. Maybe I am naive. Stupid enough to dun know anything.

Yeah. So early in school le. Hehe. Can't wait to go into my first class again. Not because of someone but I really like the class. I want to know sth. Like wat the tutor has say, everything starts in a state. Today, wat have I learn. Hmmm... Audio, visual, and some other thing. Forget la. Wats this?

A visual person. Stay a distance from others cause wanna see big pictures. Look eye to eye when talking. Dun give them small details, u must tell them the big picture first then in details so as not to confuse them. Always chin up, looking straight. Neat and make sure their clothes matches. Dun know how to write. Usually will start sentence with I see, I observe... etc. The body language is unpredicdable.

An audio person. Dun look eye to eye to avoid interruption. Close to u as to listen everything u say, not very close lah. Also always chin up, looking straight.

Another type of person, I forget lah. Er.. kind of emotional one ba. When u say a story or sth, u will immediately trigger their emotion. Their emotion will go with the story. When u talk with this type of person, he will always look down. Hehe.

I think should be correct ba. Hope didn't remember wrongly. Today, Yong Wei very sad. U wanna guess y? Hehe. There is 4 gals in front of us. Noot very funny. He wants to be in a team wif all 3 of the girls in front of us. Then that was just the first lesson la. Now got one more friend ma. Haha. I hope u get ur wish. Anyway cause he say he only know Kelly ma? Cause in same IS class before. He also count 3 gals, two boys one team. Lol. Somehow felt how lame he is. Dun count like that la. If u r gd, then perhaps anyone also can de. Hmm...Think of another nerd that Rong Ming told mi about.

The nxt class is robotic class. Hee. Got to meet another Roy that sit beside my sis. Haha. Gd job sis. :X Install the software then we get to play lego in a different way. Quite bore. Terence didn't come today. During lunch, call a few friends, but none reply...Call Colin and met him at atrium. Wanna give my LO my report but he say he took the morning leave off so I just gave him during lunch. Last class, got myself into a team of five. All I dun know wor. Anyway after that I went home straight.

Today I got a goal in my life. Only exist when I am in poly. Ok, just joking. Write sth to encourage myself. Try an error, even if fail, u won't regret, at least u try. I try to make myself a wish list with only one thing I want. Wat I wan can't be seen, wat I wan cant be hold...enough...wt...think too much...Hahahehe. Still remember wat my sis told mi(in sms). Dun look at wat ppl have and then u wanna have also. I understand it but I just can't stop.

Just say another stupid qn again. Help. Really no cure ma. Wanna cry... Who do I approach? Who do I look for? My friends. No one is around when u need them. Huh? Perhaps I am too emotional. Y? Y must be so emotional, huh? Y am I like that? Who the hell am I? Wats love? Wats crush? Y her? Y? Y? Confuse? Y even ask her so many stuff? Y ask her personnal qns? Lame ma? Or just a love sick guy desperate for a love life.

Fate is what god can give but then the chances are what a human can make.

After a sleepless night, Lol. Woke up. Today feel like going out cause sit and home face the com dunno do wat. Yesterday night keep smsing my sis. Dun know y suddenly wan to go to the GV website and check on Shutter. Ya. My sis really wan to see so badly, cause her friends all watch liao. In the morning, the GV website too many traffic so cant check on the movie. At about 11+, found that JP got a afternoon show, so quickly sms my sis, ask her wanna watch. She replied very quickly... We met at the bus stop then go buy tickets first and then go library. I borrowed a book to read. Sian at home ba.

The movie.... Some of the scenes r shocking... but somehow it is not scarly. Some of the parts I really like..now still remember some. The girls at the back is so noisy. Still read out the words somemore. But got one part that is a laughing scene. : D Amazing that they still can use it as part of the movie.

After the movie, my sis & I walk walk. I go around hunting for teddy bears. Dun ask mi y, cause I like them. At least can buy for myself. Hehe. So expensive. Appologize to my sis, everytime go out I like to look at soft toys. Take all ur window shopping time away.

Wow Like 1 week nvr come to school le. Hehe. O weird today, everything seems so new to mi. Saw Jia Hui walking to the LT then ask her about the assignment stuff that Kelly has told mi yesterday. Finally dare to write my friend name down here. Anyway she say she dun feel well so today she didnt come. All the rest of my class not here leh. Only can find Winnie & Jia Hui only. The lecture very boring. Wat digital and annalog sound. ZzzzZZzz. Lecture nvr teach anything that concern with the assignment, then wats the use? Exam or test? This module got meh? At lecture, saw that nerd guy. Sry lah, dun mean to be so bad de. Nth particular. Dun know y so many empty seats, he choose to sit on the floor. Weirdo. One of my friend same class as him told some of us that the laptop bag he always carry, dun have laptop inside. .... Hhahaahaaha ....

After lecture caught up wif Colin, went to library. Sit there do nth loh. He bz doing fyp stuff. Waiting for 4pm, must meet my supervisor. Dun know how to do use case diagram... We met wif nana, then hor, after half an hour finish le.

Going home still worried about my sis. Keep messaging her... Should be able to make her smile ba... She wants to watch Shutter so much. I try to rent the vcd la. K? Now chatting wif u. Tht u at home. U tell mi that u r in sch. Y nvr ask mi to accompany....? Dun stress urself la. Go home early.

Still waiting for the call from GV... I wanna go work... Haiz... Arh...

This funny nite. Did sth funny...or u can call it lame. But dun know y. Everytime so emotional de. Told someone sth.....Dun dare to write down here. Felt everyone has ignore mi. So scare living in the dark. No light. Y must I say that to her? Will she even care? Then wat will happen nxt when we meet again? I dun dare to think so much... dun even dare to go class..

Yeah. Today skip 3 hours of practical on avfe. While the rest r sitting in the class, I am sitting ib the cmpb building. That's right, I going checkup. So many ppl early in the morning. Mostly accompany by friends. Wait so long, long, long. zzZZz. Need to go to so many tests... Until the last one, they say full house then told us to go for lunch then come back at 1pm. Haiz... now onli 11+. By now, my dad should be discharge le ba. Really wan to know the lesson teach wat cause assignment start le. Go for lunch le then came back for final test. The test really funny. So many qns, given a limited time. So many funny qns, lol cause nvr look at instruction. Whole process 2 hours. Then came home le.

Stay at home really bore. Go online no one to talk to. Lol. All my friends dunno doing wat. Playing game? blah blah blah. Wish I am that sort that dun online everyday, or can keep on playing game de. Keep urself occupy.
I am so blessnow having one sis that can share something wif. She also change her nick often. Just expressing her feeling. Sometimes I dun really understand cause it is written in Malay. The other just play MS onli. Haiz.

Tonite, ask one of my classmates how is today's class. She told mi the assignment start le then must submit sth by nxt wk. Haiz. Now trying to think of sth. Jia Hui is in my class. Perhaps I really dun trust anyone or just no one will bother about mi ba. Always have the loneliness in my avfe class. I know in my class got about 5 of my classmates that r with mi for 3 yrs. but since yr 2, we r all seperated into small groups. I dun really stick together wif them. They r so different. So hard to talk to them ma? Or I think too much le? I so confused? Now I wonder if I dun trust all of them, then y should I mke friends?

This song I put in my blog. I know la. A lot of my friends dun like jap song. This is an anime(japanese cartoon), one of the song. There is one part that I really like cause it shows how 2 friends that wont give up on each other. They try all their best to protect each other. Is the virtual world. Too bad we cant find such strong friendship in reality.

Blogging early today. Having so many thts in my mind. Many troubles...created by myself, family problems. Dun know if we can survive...

Evening visited SGH. My dad has a small operation. Just a minor one, but of cause still worry la. In the morning, dad keep calling. Havent gone for the ear operation. Until late evening, my mom, my little cousin & mi then went to the hospital to visit him. First time there. Throughout the trip there, really quite. Sawmy dad in pain.... Felt quite sad... Stay there for a few hours then left. Should be ok ba, tml coming home le.

Halo blog. Sry to put junks here everyday. Dun know how to begin the blog.

Write how I start my fyp? Call some of my friends, only Jia Hui reponse to my call. lol. I seldom mention her in my blog. She help people a lot. Really dun feel gd keep asking her to help. This semester also same class with her. Keep on asking her how to do this & that. Like taking her for granted. Dun know how to thanks her. Anyway by this semester can try to do sth ba. Blog, help mi to remember hor.

Nxt wk will be quite bz. I try to manage my time.

Saw my sis blog...Always look at her blog. everytime felt sorry for her. Dun know how to say this. Two of them give out so much. One is really bless now ba. The other kept remembering the past. R they same kind/type of person? Like wat the MQE tutor say. Feeling ppl will put themselves in other ppl shoes. Must they make so many stuff for themselves to think. I dun know y I can understand this type of feelings. Dun know if this all is really true? God. Pls gave them wat they wan. Dun let them suffer.

The last Sat to enjoy?? So boring... wanna try to start the fyp but... playing neopets instead. y? Too many things inside...So difficult to concentrate... Y? Y?
Lame blog...

I really wish to write all my troubles down.... Y am I thinking so much? Y create so much trouble for ur brain? Is it of any use? Haiz... Y my fyp choose wat I dun know. Now stuck le. I try myself...still stuck. No one willing to help mi?

Today. 100 Stars made. 25 Cranes. Ppl wondering y I folding. Too free ba. Dun know wat I am doing also. So confuse... Deleted my gb. Try to stop all online game... Set my mind on fyp.

This morning, the first class at 8am like every other semester. The first class is wat I really look forward to. MQE. Y? Perhaps I wan to know sth more about the mind. Like wat he shown us, an article. So many puzzles inside, we have to find our own. We own ourselves, mind, body, soul. If one of them is bad, we throw that away only, the rest will remain. Create a brand new part to replace the one u have thrown away. Wat the tutor say is really true. So really anxious. After 1 hr plus then we r off to the canteen. Really looking forward for the next class. She also same class as mi. Haiz.......

The next class is MR. Hmmm.... Before this class, I having troubles. Kept thinking y my sis nvr reply mi yesterday. In the class, the tutor has a funny accent. Gave a short briefing wif a lot of short video clips. Gave us a demo. Nxt wk must bring lappy. The programming just drag & drop pics. Wah.... Really kiddy stuff. Anyway, got my sis & two of my friends in this class. Today really a bit no mood for this class. My sis playing game while the other two slept in class.

Lastly is the ITI. This is the worst class of all. Lol. Y. Cause all dun know one lah. But I will try to make some new friends. Haha. So fast form team already.

Y always wake up so early??? Any way need to go meet RM in sch. Going PS this evening. Wanna catch a movie too. Msg Nadhirah. Dun know y nvr reply my sms, nvr listen to my call??? U angry wif mi or wat? Did I do sth wrong? I am so confuse now. At least answer sth.

Y must I be so stupid? Y must I do such a dumb thing? Just wish I nvr done it...

I try to write longer la since u say my blog getting shorter. Try a fun way to blog todays happening. Didnt go to lecture today, didnt meet my supervisor also. Sick.

Once upon a time, two knights, Sir Kee Yong & Sir Kiwi together with 3 princesses, Cinderella, Sara & Jennifer return to the old castle after they left a week ago. We gather around in one of the nearest state and walk to the Castle of Promedia. Wah. Like now not really use to the castle smell. Phew. When we entered, we saw the Queen & we just walk in to get wat we r here for, the knights' salary. Saw all our fellow colleagues. We told the acc. apartment ppl wats our name & they gave us the $$. The King's son is still 'working' in the company. We saw quite a lot of slaves in the castle. After we left the old castle, nvr know they have accquired so much slaves. Mostly were female, all I think. The Queen ask us y we r all so free today, then we told her that we onli need to do our duty for 3 days per wk. She looked so surprised. Sir Kee Yong said he wants to do part time duty here. After we got our salaries, we have to take another thing, our knights glory book. So we went to find the supervisor of the slaves. She told us that some of the knights has come earlier this morning. She gave us our book and also told us that Sir Roy was also saying to work part time there. she said it is very quiet & peaceful after we left. Both Roy & Kamilah have gone off without us.

After that, we went to one of the state known as J8. When to a 'bank' to put all our $$ inside then ate our lunch there & walk around there. All wanna give the supervisor a card. We will be going back to the old castle again, somedy & for the last time. After that, we all went back to our own state. To be continue...

Haha...Really lame. The story dun know will continue or not.

First day of lesson, 3 hrs. Most of the ppl in my class dun really know them. So sian. 1st hour is self intro. Then give us a brief description about the module. After that, gave us a demo. Thats all.

Dun know must write here or not. Funny if all my friends read this. After the ITP, keep thinking of going out wif friends, especially gals. Hahahaha. Siao. Dun know wat to write. Dun dare to write more.

All crap la.

A wish before I leave NP. I really wish to take photo wif some of my close friends together. Hah.

I now blogging for fun. Nth to do, nth to write. Dun know y folding stars for these 2 days? Y r my stars all white?

Saw my sis(Nadhirah) wearing a cap. Her hair is really short now. Quite cute. :D And for the other sis(Angela), her hair style like her idol. Hehe.

Happiness & Laugher during ITP

Nth to do now, so just blog in all the funny things that happen to us during our ITP. I seen 2 of my friends blog and I might as well write about my friends in ITP. Here is a list of friends/colleagues in our work place:

1) Wai Kit. A funny and crappy guy from JB. A guy that is quite well known in our company. He likes to talk about food. Everytime before starting to work or before lunch hour, he lkes to ask us where we wanna eat at... Remember that he is mean that time, cause the Malays r fasting & he keeps saying all the delicious stuff in front of them. Below his table glass, he put a lot of food coupons to motivate himself. He likes to play basketball, but then he got a lot of leg injuries.

2) Roy. Roy is quiet guy. Seldom talk in office. For the first 2 weeks. We like to tease him & Nadhirah. We will always tell Roy that he must buttoned up his shirt eveytime Nadhirah turn around and look at Roy. All the NP girls r quite 'nuts' about Roy(wan a piece of him). He told us that he dreamed that he is given the best employee award. He always like to tease E-Hui. A assistant of Angeline.

3) Kee Yong. He is a funny guy. He is camera shy. Hard to take his pics for the first time though. When we did our calling, he may pronounce some words...not wrongly.. We say that his chinese is half-half. He got a few names for himself...Johnson, Blusher, Ahmad..& got one more, too long to remember. Sometimes, his ears will become rally red due to some reason. We like to match him to Cooleen(A gal from TP). I remember the last 2nd day, he was so sad & kept quiet. At the last minute, Din gave him Cooleen hp & he is overjoyed.

4) Liana. Also known as Sara/Nana, Meow. During one of the day, she dressed in a punjabi suit. I called her a green lantern cause it is all green. She cut her hair until quite short. Use to say her head is small. :X She looks sporty though. Always go around wif Annjana. She had a crush on a guy in our work place.. I think. She called him Hunky Chunky. There is once, we all ate in PS. We made her laugh until she could hardly eat her food. She laugh throughout her lunch. A funny gal. Can speak chinese quite well..

5) Anjana. Also known as Jennifer. She & Kee Yong likes to tease each other a lot, especially the ear thing. She once has a sort of 'carving' on her hand. Dun know wat it is call. Say her hand looks funny.

6) Kamilah. Hmmm... A quiet girl... A girl who is slacking, where the rest also follow her lead. She is a quota-maker. Sometimes her bf just wait for her after work. Dun like to work.

7) Saifudin. Also known as Din, and fasting gay by Wai Kit. Rides a bike to work everyday.

8) Martin. Also known as Al-rite. Cause he always say al-rite. A guy quite crappy and funny. His words are louder than his actions.

9) Nadhirah. Also known as Nad, Suzy. A sis of mine. Hmmm.. Like to tease her wif other guys like Roy, Nazri(A guy from SP) & others. A hardworking gal, gain colleagues & especially Angeline trust. At the starting of our survey, she blended herself wif the SP students. Remember she once talk to mi behind a small wall. Then I stood up & couldnt really see her. Lol :X Too insulting.

10) Wai Ling. A gal that seldom see her a work. She kenna stuck at the Approval. She always wish to get out of the Approval room.

Last day of ITP today. Yeah... Dun feel the happiness. Gonna miss all of u so much. During these few weeks, I have learned a lot from u guys. Hope can gather 2gether once again. My sis, Nadhirah, I really enjoyed ur accompany going to work & going back home wif mi. U also taught mi a lot. I remembered a day. Holding an umberalla walking wif u to work, a first experience. Share problems together sometimes. We r the kind of person that think a lot/ think too much. Some may find us asking stupid qns but we r not, we r just asking sth that we r thinking at that moment. Our feeling inside us change really quickly. Lol. I cant really say sweet things out of my mouth cause I dare not. But then written words r easier to write then speak. I know it is plain no matter wat I had written here. Sorry if I offended anyone of u guys during the 6 weeks. I dun know how to joke so I just talk really crappy stuff, else I just sit down at my work place & do my own work. U guys would always think that y am I so hardworking, cause I dun wanna offend any of u guys. Seriously. Will all the laugher & happiness perish after work?

At 12pm, we took pics wif the rest of the colleagues and went to J8 to eat. Wai Kit going back to JB. The rest went home while Nadhirah accompany mi to buy sth. Sry. I insisted that she accompany mi. :X We went to Marina Sq again. Ya. We came here thrice in a row. I brought wat I wanted. Hope she likes it. Nadhirah then go to This Fashion to shop. While waiting for her, just go look at books. Haha. She scared I waited too long for her so she came out. Actually, I am not really in a hurry ma, u also say u havent finished looking at the shop. There really got a lot of clothes for u to buy...haha. After that, we went to some more shops. Until Nad said she really tired then we went home. Dun know how to give my thanks to u.

There is a place. A place for us to meet.
There is a secret. A secret that we can share.
There is a wish. A wish that we grant together.
There is a few colleagues. A few colleagues that we neveer forget.
There is a feeling. A feeling of loss/joy.

This friendship last for 6 wks. Can we still carry on? Miss u guys so much...

Woke up when my alarm went off. When I was about to go to work, my mum asked where am I going. I looked at my watch and I realised it is really early. Checking my time table & my classmates. Lol. Not much friends in all my classes. Especially ITI, no one I know. Ok loh. Try to know some person at least. My AVFE got a few classmates, & got that Martin. She is also in my class. Stop writing le. Nxt.

Nth much at work. All wear very formal today. Many wear black colored clothes. David Lim came in the morning asking all of us the reason we r not here yesterday. We gave a lot of 'creative' reasons. I gave a lame one saying Nadhirah nvr gave mi a wakeup call. Do calling & I did a lot today. Sitting beside the boss's son. Arrogant ba. Haiz...In the afternoon, saw all my friends do sth else, y no one ask mi to do? I kept doing the calling. I was so mad & sad. Do u guys know my existence? Too sad to talk to anyone. After a while, my mood change back to 'normal'. We took pics with some colleagues.

After work, we all went to Lau Pao Sa. Din reached there first caused he riding bike. Dun know how long then reached there by bus. We ordered a lot of food. Took pics. Jokes. Too bad Kamilah is not around. After our dinner, Din sat wif his friends. The rest went for a stroll to the Merlion. Wai Kit went back home when we r halfway to the the Merlion because of his leg. Left 3 gals & 3 guys now. We took some pics at the Merlion there then go in the Esplanade & toook pics again. After that, we all went home.

Everything is wrong today, Dun know y? Maybe cause I skip work. We all NP students took our chances. All skip work for today except for Wai Kit & Martin. We didnt tell them. David Lim called all of us asking y all didnt come to work. OMG. 11/11 nvr go. Go on strike. Today going out with some SP guy & gals and Nadhirah to watch movie. Waiting for Nadhirah at the bus stop going to JP wif her. Nazri was surposed to meet us at Marina Square. At JP, we went to check the tickets of the movie. Sad, onli left front row seats. Then went to the library. Nadhirah told mi Nazri will be meeting them in JP. I wondered if he really plan for today or not. We met him on the Boon Lay mrt and went to Marina Sq. At Marina, we went to cinema and is really late for the show. Have to wait for the nxt show. Go to Suntec try, & they are not showing Shutter. Wah..walk along way & cant get to watch. We went for dinner at burger king. Nazri quite a sad mood cause he say he wanted to watch movie. Sitting beside the two malays, chatting or argueing. I sit there quietly.

Then we went to the esplanade. The two sat down near the stairs while I just went to the edge. I once came before with Din & RM. Really feels gd to sit here, listening to the waves crashing against the rocks & feeling the breeze. My mind was really empty but then, I could think of one thing now. Someone that is willing to sit here beside u. All my troubles seems to be thrown away. Took my sis & Nazri pics. Writing my diary under a shelter cause it is raining. Nadhirah keep on snatching my book. Lol. Nth to hide from my sis, let u see la. Nazri is talking wif his childhood friends now. Nadhirah looks really bored cause Nazri keeps talking none stop. Nazri keep insisting he has to go off at 8pm. Then we went home.

After I reached my house & took a bath, my body was itching all over. Have allergy. Got an injection & got an MC for tml. Sad day but enjoyable.

Wow. Another day at work. First thing in the morning they say we have to go back and do call back le. Haiz... Y the sudden change. All of my friends have plan so all really have no mood to do calling. Dun know y I wanted to start calling. Today is really boring. No one is chatting nor laughing. The time passes really slowly.

After work, I go have a hair cut. My hair now is shorter. Look really dumb.

Haiz....wat a bad day today. Didnt heard my alarm clock ring in the morning. Got a call from my sis asking mi where i am. I am still in my bed. Really sry today. Rush to work, scare go to work late, thus David Lim is coming today so just took a taxi. Haiz. Half day pay gone. Nvm loh, at least learn sth.

Work arh... Did my survey then one hour later then go home le. All of them uses a smart way to do the survey. Dun know y I am so stupid to do it in an old fashion way. But then really felt bad if didnt do wat exactly they say. At home also dun have anything to do.

FYP havent start yet. Do things step by step.

Today went to work as usual...Lol. Sat still must go do survey. Bleah. Dun care la. After doing everything in the office, I went home le. My bro & mi went to expo in the afternoon. Zhi Yun & Ben r late. Saw many interesting stuff. So many computers, cameras, etc. Ben & Zhi Yun went to play game.. There allows u to play 5 Korea-made game. The games looks kind of like Diablo. My bro & I walk around the fair while Ben & Zhi Yun are playing. Saw some anime characters(cosplay). Saw two gundam. Dun know if it is very hot wearing the suite. So many character, many ppl taking their pictures. There is one very small PC. Wow! Really small and is portable. But it is really expensive.

Well, thats all for now.

Yesterday came home so late so have to blog all together now. Yesterday, gonna celebrate Hazel birthday. As usual, I went to work wif Nadirah. Then go to eat in PS, looking around in PS until afternoon. Annjana & Liana went for a movie. While Roy, Kee Yong, Wai Kit & mi go shopping. Ha. Then I received Din sms, he finish 200 companies already. I was so shock and impatient to do my stack. I wanna hurry up and do my work. I am really sry if I am very rude to u guys lah. I dun like to slack.

Haiz..Then they all went home. Tht they said wanna go do survey after that. All not steady de. I have to go Orchard Plazza & do my survey. The place is quite empty and outside it started raining. Around 4+, I finish my stack. Then I went to OG to find sth. I am surposed to meet Din and the rest at 7. Aiya..go JP look around also can. The 300+ pieces of paper really heavy. I went to the meeting area, saw RM, Hazel & Din in a car. Tht RM bought one. Quite worried. We chat a bit on how we spent our holiday (all bz working lah) while waiting for Anizah. As usual, reach really late, but then understandable la. After work ma. Rong Ming drove us to Orchard Rd. Wow. First time experience. Dun wanna disturb RM a lot cause he need to concentrate when driving. But then during the trip to Orchard. There is a lot of laughter. Really fun. We went Newton area and eat. Then we went to coffee bean to buy cake for Hazel. Hazel need to go back home before 12 so RM drove to her place. We sang birthday song in the car and gave her the present. This is like the last year of ur birthday, that we can celebrate together le. Wish u all the best in everything!

I manage to Wah...Hehe.Today went to work then came back home after 2 hours. Haha. Still get my pay. :X

Today, going to work on our new assignment. So sian arh. Hands and legs so tired. Eat breadfast wif some SP guys & gals & Nadirah. Walking to Bishan MRT, I do some silly stuff. I ask Nazri if he like Nad. Haha. Dun know y sudden ask him this. Ask him if he has any gf. I very kpo. Sis. I test him out leh. Haha. U wan him badly ma?
Or I spoil ur 'plan'? Hehe.

Going to some company, but the security wont let mi in. Ask mi if I have any appointment with them. Dot. Going to Plaza Singapura. Heard my friends say that can find the shoppping center directory 'book' then can sit down and tick, tick, tick. Wanna try asking information counter, in the end, PS dun have any sort of booklet directory. Wahhh.. So suay arh. Have to really walk around PS le la. So many shops, basement so many food to eat. Wah... Most of the shops r easy to find out the nature of biz. Duh. Standing in front of the shops and check so embarassing, still carrying a big red file. So many people looking. Someof my friends has already gone home le. I wanna do finish these whole stack. So just do until I finish, at about 4+. Wah.. Even GV also need to tick. Really headache. Funny company.

Today, hiaz...so sian, have to do survey again. Reach office quite early, then called us to the conference room. Let them check how much we had done. They dun trust us. Haha. We encouter some problems then have to tell them.

After that, Kamilah and I went to do survey first, cause the rest of them r going 2gether. We took the mrt. Going to Clarke Quay again. Lazy to talk wif the rest. They all really seems to like martin a lot. All started to crap. I dunno if I still know them or not. Felt so left out. Like wat my sis says, she dun feel close wif the NP le. I understand. But try at least. If u try, they wont accept then thats their problem.

Still remember which bus I should take, which route to go. River Valley Rd so long. So difficult to find the place. Walking back and forth. So lonely and hot. Ask security to guide mi. Luckly, they r quite friendly. Then at last I finished that area le. Yeah. Going to Park Mall. At least is in a shopping center. Should be easier. Starting from the basement all the way up to the 8th floor until one company. The staff asked mi wat I am doing here. They said that this is a private area, must ask permission to come up here. Or else will call the security. I didnt know ma. Nvr put lvl wat is private one. Check until half-way le then get chase out. Feel like going home early today.

Today found out that I forgot to put my hp to vibration mode. Nvr heard Nadirah calls. Haha. Sry Nardirah. Dun know y I wanted someone to accompany mi home. Blush.... My sis wanted to go to JP to borrow books. So we went there loh. When we took the bus home, it was raining. Luckly, we r not doing work on that time, or else we will be drench. Tml still got to go Somerset there. New area, new begining, new excitment.

Today, going to do a new assignment. Haiz...Gonna get seperated wif the rest. Hate this. Early in the morning, like in a lecture like that, so sian. He talk a lot, talk non-stop for 2 hours. Haiz...crappy MD. That stupid Martin wanna set the quota. I dun care, wat he do, i wont listen. After lunch, the whole group gather around and chat. Martin feeling really proud that he pass his PWA. Then we set off to our own destination. So bored...see everyone has accompany. So sad. Everytime I am always the odd one out. Mi go alone to Clarke Quay mrt station. So sian. Keep looking around, asking for direction, walking here and there...so hard to find the place. Not a shopping center leh. Sms my sis see if she got do a lot ma. Luckly, all do very few. The whole stretch of road is River Valley Rd and I am expected to look for the shops beside the road. Stupid thing is that when I was going home in the other direction(cause I cant find the block number that was in my list), the shops that I pass by, the block number decreases, Lol. Then need to take out my list then do loh. I really blur. Hope tml will go smoothly. After that River Valley Cl then can go Somerset le. Yeah... On my way home really boring, really feel like having an accompany by my side? Haha. Got a sis & bro feeling ba. Lame.

Today as ususal wait for Nadirah. She is very late today. Didnt know she is sick until knock off time. Sry Nadirah.

Today during working hour, all NP students came. Wow. So noisy and so many laughter. The boys got called by E-hui...wat ever her name was... She ask us to do some simple tasks. Writing down the page no. and grid of the street using the street directory. So many spelling errors, so many roads that we cant find. Dun know how they got the list of streets for us to check. After the simple tasks, we r ask to do some sorting. It was really fun doing the sorting. Sort by the directory page. When doing this, it is like a stock market. Everyone calls out the numbers loudly. Looking at the people doing as quickly as possible cause need to do finish by today. We are also doing happily. But I like sit there doing nth. Still laughing loudly. Shame on myself. Wish I sit behind there to help them do. So many pieces of paper r given to one of the SP to do. Funny lor. The rest of us sit there chatting away. We managed to finish all of the papers. Really doing as a team. SP & NP. Haha...

Afer work, many of us walk to Bishan mrt station. Nadirah and her friend went off first. Kee Yong and Annjana than walk to the interchange, I think. Wai Kit and I walk to the bank there. He wanted to redraw some money. After that, we went to the basement and he bought some food. Then we took the mrt to Jurong East, going to Creative fair. We went there through a 'shortcut', muddy ground lah. All the shoes got mud le. Haiz.. We talk about quite a lot of stuff on the way, since we both r from Malaysia. First time going to Creative fair for both of us. So cool. The security there r really tight. Walk around to search for wat we wanted. Wai Kit saw the Muvo Slim and he likes it very much. He cant find wat he wantedand then become so sad and irritating. Kidding. Then after some looking around, Wai Kit saw wat he wanted, and ...he said it dun look nice so he dun wanna buy. ('.'!!!) Funny guy. I manage to got my mp3 player. Haiz. Spend too much on it. Then have to carry the speaker home. So heavy for a sissy guy like mi. Luckly Wai Kit help mi. Really thanks to him. He has to go back to Johore this afternoon. Going back home and then my bro help mi setup the speaker. So confusing..Manage to test it after 1 hr.

Thats all ba... And read two girls blog. One write about the driving experience, wish I could dare to drive.. The other is imaginative. Not that I am saying anything. Sis, u r pretty. Thats y ppl r looking at u. Maybe. I'll help u if u need help.

Today going to my work place all by myself. No need to wait for Nadirah. Sitting on the mrt to Bishan, lonely...Ha. Kind of lonely cause going to the work place wif her for almost 3 wks already. Miss my sis... Working place today is really quiet and boring today cause Nadirah, Kamilah & Wai Kit did not come. Felt so sleeping and lazy. Liana and Annjana went to do the data entry. The only one left in our work area is Kee Yong, Roy, Mi and that Martin. He is really irritating. Early in the morning first thing he does is talking to the rest while Din and I do some searching on addresses. The whole day speak ill about Wai Kit. Worse is that he change Wai Kit's working area so that it looks like Wai Kit is dead. He is really .... True enough he talk a lot, same as u, but he didnt do anything to u. Y must u do this to him. For fun arh? Ur so call fun is too much lor. Martin, Kee Yong and Roy talk about the SP girls... Heard Martin say which gal can make it...?? Dun know y u like criticising people. Ppl can make it or cannot make it is none of ur business unless u wan to find a girl from that group.

During the work time, I am often sitting alone. Keep talking to myself. Use to it le. All those beside mi may find mi strange but u dun know y I am like that. Pls do not joke about it cause thats the way I am. A lonely guy. Dun wanna hang out wif friends if I have.

Yesterday saw my sis blog. Aiya. If u really need help then find mi when I online lah. I was working when I received ur sms. U finally found the blog skin u wanted le. Good loh. Sry I force u to give mi ur blog to see. Just wanna see wats going thr ur life. Browse onli lah.

Everyday seems to write about ITP...Really nth better to do or write. Dun know y these 2 days dun feel like talking. I still kept quite throughout my trip to work. Watching ppl in the mrt everyday, thinking about so many stuff. So many things to see, so many things yet to experience, so many thins to learn. Wanna jote them down.
Today, Kee Yong didnt come to work cause he got check up. Tht our working area will be really quiet without him. Haiz...Who knows Angeline like letting all the NP split into so many pieces. All have different working environment doing different things.
So much to think about. Wanna buy an mp3. Cost really expensive. Need to spend all my salary on that. My hamster...dun know how long can he live. 3 years already. Keeping mi company for so long. One of it has die already and a dummy like mi dun know how it die. Dun wanna let u live a short life, I try to feed u gd stuff. Everyday came back to look at u and u always sleeping. My mom also told mi seldom see him come out.
Anyone.. Tell mi y sometimes u r enjoying urself and suddenly u r keeping urself away from ppl(quiet and ignoring ppl).Dun understand y. Sure there r ppl who dun like this kind of person. This can control... Hmm.. I try to. Sometimes I out of a sudden just walk away from all my friends. Feel so left out. Saw my friends talk with one another in front of mi, really like dun know my existence. Perhaps is just my assumption.
Trust friends too much is a gd thing? Really native ma? Haha. Y sit in the mrt think of so crppy stuff.

Well..Almost ending. I saw my friend when waiting for my bus at lakeside. Wahhh... He become so big in size. Lol. Seriously he has grown bigger not fatter. Perhaps his gf feed him well. Haha. Hamzah, nvr able to chat wif u. Nadirah. Dun know y u suddenly ask mi a qn. I dun have any gf or any ex. K? Really make mi feel so sad. Saw almost all my friends have experience. Everyday working wif u guys, u guys mostly talk about relationship. Dun feel like talking wif u guys. Saw u guys so happy everytime chatting. Really envy and appreciate u guys a lot.

Everyday write rubbish here. Today, as usual. But then at work I crap a lot. Like irritating the rest. Haiz. Keep doing my work seriously. Keep asking that Lynn. Really felt so useless. Didnt even trust my friends answer.
When going back home, Nadirah got a friend to go home wif her. Looks like u enjoyed the trip back home. So happy for u. If she could always accompany u. Nvr see u keep talking in the mrt, onli see u sleeping. Haha.
Sry Nadirah. Mood swing. Dun know y sudden got. Well, always happening to mi. Haiz..

Today is the worst day of my ITP. So far... Waiting for Nad for a while. She dress up really pretty. Lol. Then we took bus to work.
The whole day at work felt like doing nth. Hate to slack. Hate seeing Martin. Nth to do then come to our working area then chat. Talk crap ba. Say only loh, cant really do it la. Cant trust his words also. Wanna avoid him so much. Cant tolerate sitting alone with him. Every time I see him feel like killing him. Every time walk back to my sit, when I see him, I give him one angry look. Must try to put a smiley face when I see him every time. Hope Martin dun come to work. Hahaha. Is a wish..
Working also quite fun. Just do some checking. Then slack a lot.... Angeline ban us from going to J8. Sad.. Haha. Then we do somemore checking for any info that shouldnt be in the docket. Then we do another job for another person. Need to check contract against the proofcopy, compudata, Product & Service List and Trade Name List. Our job rotation is sort of like going through all the process from getting the info from client to the publishing info in green bk. Now I dun have any request. Wish to do more. So much fun now.
Hate. Hate. Hate. Everyday take mrt then sometime will see some stupid couple so intimating. Some more is in front of mi. CANT STAND IT.

Early in the morning wake up waiting for someone to call mi out. Someone told mi that he is going to buy a present for his gf then ask mi to go orchard wif him, but he never call mi...I also dun wanna call him back. Not sure wat is their 'schedule'.

The whole day dun feel so gd. Go out wif a friend to fish. Keep raining... Cant catch any. Then go buy some fishing stuff. Quite boring... Still keep thinking about y he nvr ask mi to go out. Lol.

Hi again blog. Write this almost everyday. This morning gave sth to my sis... Felt so embarass. Today at work, really boring. Feel so sleepy. In the afternoon went to J8 to eat again. Came back to work really late. Angeline dun like us to go there. Today is really a gd day. Haha.

Today just went out to buy a present. Feel so embarrassed. Checking out some of the shop and stall in Orchard. At last found a shop. I find the present really cheap. Dun dare to give to my friend....

Nad forgot to bring her hp. Blur one. Like somedays forget this the other day forget that. Today dunno y they wanna wear formal. Look kind of weird. All the 8 of us wear really smart. Wai Kit like working in a high class company. Heehee. This afternoon, we finally do a different job le. Can stop calling. So happy. But hard to understand the new assignment at first.. Check the computation data against the contract against the proofcopy. All kept asking Angeline, asking one another how to do this and that. If any errors, still can earn $$. Haha..
Today, we saw lots of SP students in our company. They also do the same job as us. We went to J8 with the TP gals and eat. The whole group of SP also went to J8 and eat. The group of girls when shopping while we r eating. Funny thing is that after we r about to finish our lunch, we remembered we told Din that we will meet him at J8. Call him and he say he cant find Long John Silver. When we were going back to the company, it is raining heavily. Late for the meeting. Meet a funny malay girl from SP. Saw one 'green lantern'. Know shouldn't have say that. Kind of pretty but dun know how to say in words. Really pretty.
After work, they wanted to take pics together.. but I dun wan. Cause I hate to take. Lol. Walk away from the rest even Nad. So sad and just hate myself. Nvr talk to Nad after we board the mrt.

Same thing in the morning when going to work. During lunch was really sad. Not only did I spend too much on my lunch but on our way back to the office, heard Martin and the rest are talking. Martin thinks that he is someone that people should respect the most. All his words are really craps. If wan then act it out la, dun talk big. Dun wanna walk wif the guys. Back at the office, not sure if Nad chose a different stack to do, Martin really angry..Dun know y? She chose also cannot meh? That stack got so many chinese names..How she do her work? Moreover, they have ask our supervisor liao, she told them can let other people take the stack.
Today, David Lim, our LO came to our work place. We are really looking forward to this. Can slack. Haha. We give him so many reasons y we cant work here. Lol.

Today,wanna make myself bz..

This morning, Nad misses a bus cause she forgot to bring her ezlink card and then have no choice but ti take the bus from Bukit Batok. At the bus interchange, we saw Rpy and Kamilah.. After the bus we board travel for a few stop, we saw Liana and Annjana aboard the bus. After we alight at the bus stop. We saw Kee Yong alighting from the bus behind the bus that we r on. The seven of us walk together to work. Dun know y today the bus travel so fast, reach at office so early... Other then the seven of us r in our working area and the TP gals in theirs, Din, Martin and Wai Ling is not around. Starting of work, we r waiting for the paper work that Angeline have told us. We r ask to numbered all the pages in every files. All the files so thick. I am the only one that writes very slowly. Haha. After that, still need to make hone calls. We slack a bit then think about wat we gonna do after work.

Luckly, Wai Kit walk wif us to Bishan. Wai Kit is a funny guy, mature? Maybe. Nadirah wanna buy sth for her friend so we accompany her. The bracelet Nadirah saw is not really nice. Afer a while, Nadirah and I went home and Wai Kit still wanna walk around J8. I went to JP while Nadirah went back home. My cousin and I r looking around for a present. All seems so expensive and dun know wat to buy. After a while, we went back home.

After that, I went fishing with Siang Liang and Keng Soon. Siang Liang caught alot of goldfish. Haha. Use bread as lure. Need to keep practicing my casting. So tired now. Really enjoy my life.

Yesterday, Rong Ming msg mi at msn. Asking mi to ask around for sth. He just got this job. Is really good if friends have sth to tell u,u be the first to know. But then, maybe its my assumption. Always thinking from the negative sides. Then that if they have problems, then they will look for u onli. I wanna find another sis. haha. Dun know y I feel like that. She everyday confirm really bore when going to work... She also started to write or draw/sketch in the mrt. Dun know wat she wrote or draw. So boring... Lppk so weird keep on writing on the mrt, and everyone is staring at us. Feel so funny and sick writing my blog everyday.
Another sis. a cute malay girl. Two of my sis are blur blur type of gal. Cute? Lol. Today working in the office, all of us seems sick. All waiting for the meeting in the conference room...Poor Din have to sit alone when working. I feel soooooooooo...

This should be written yesterday..The blog when down... Haiz..

Today, the company make a few proposal. Doing a nite shift, tying data into the database, checking valid website and categorize company. Making phone call at home. Dun know if LO approved? Not sure can take nite shift? Wondering y all they laugh when I told them I can only sleep at nite and cant sleep in the day. All the rest of them is all sick of making phone call liao. During the meeting at conference room there, Wai Kit keep asking me to take the nite shift. All the malays are better to work in nite shift then the day since now is still puasa. If I keep doing phone call, really dun know wat to write for my report... I dun like to be force into sth that I dun like. Ya true enough, I will be left alone. Ha. I am always like that ma.Wat to do. I dun mind.
Din, u think you know mi?U r wrong. Say you r my best friend is really a lie. I wont let anyone to get to know me. Not even u. I dun feel like working with Din and Martin. Every time I saw u guys chatting 2gether so happily, I am happy for u. At least have a friend to chat. Some friend that can really make u happy. Feel kind of sad everytime heard Din say he knows me for a few years.. People can change. Tell mi how much you know about mi? Think ofo this everytime, I will feel like crying, even shear a tear or 2. I am not a guy that u can joke around... moreover the guy joking wif mi is the one whom I hate most.

Before the end of our working days, we started to slack and they dun know y started to talk about relationship. Lol. Still got friend asking this type of thing. Listen to wat they say... feel kind of blur. cause dun even know anything they say..

ITP Week 2 Wednesday

Today I met Nadirah at the bus stop, didnt know she live so near from my house. We took the bus stop and mrt together. I read her blog yesterday and scribble sth to her. Dun know y in the mrt really nth to do. After reading ur blog, there are really a lot of thoughts. I gain some life experiences that I never get to experience in my life. I am not really ur bodyguard...haha. Like wat u have written back to mi, waiting for ur prince charming...dun force it.. I try not to talk about anything that may make u remember anything that will 'hurt' u. But everyday walk wif u to work and back home, i feel weird. Must be really boring to walk wif a guy that dun know any jokes to tease u, and nth to talk to u.

Work is really the same old stuff.....

Seeing a few of the blog of my friends, now then I know how this assignment is really a dumb or a gd thing. Assignment result of breaking friendship... How close are u and ur friends? How many years of friends have u been? I know that friendship can be broken because of love, but assignment...dun know how? s the assignment a test? A test for understanding? A test for friendship? In our poly life, we always do our assignment with our closes friend. Close friend can be trusted? U treat them as one... Did they treat u as one? Nvr ask them how important r u to them? Nvr tell them how important they r to u?

ITP Week 2 Tuesday

Another day at work. Today, like yesterday, we had to call all the companies and most of the companies are all chinese. Most of the people(most are old folks) dun know how to speak or know english. When ask for email and website in chinese, they did not quite understand. Sometimes when we speak to them loud and clear, the other end cant seem to receive our call. Now is really having trouble. Most companies are named as same as the person's name. When you ask for the company, instead they told us the person we r looking for is not around. Many of the companies are not really company. There are a lot of mixtures. Today last stack I did was companies starting with 'Chua'. So many hard to pronoun word, so many funny names... One of my friend, Roy, we make him laugh when he is asking for the company for info, he started to laugh while he is asking. The person on the other side ask him if this is a joke.

My Hamster

Poor hamster now. Been with mi for almost 3 years. At first have 2 hamsters, but now left 1. Nvr know y the first one die cause I am in Malaysia. Seldom give him food now... But when 'free time', I gave him all the food he can eat. He likes sponge cake, chocolates, fruits, bread, cookies. Most of the food is for human comsumption.
It is very bitey. Always bite the metal cage. Sleep in a funny pattern. Likes to feel the wind...

Dun know y feel like writing this funny little gal. Felt so sorry letting a gal wait for mi to walk to the company.
So Funny. Everyday have to wait for Nad. to go to work.... Well. Better than she wait for mi. :X

She kind of blur.. . Hmmm.. That time she lost her way and came late for work. Really Sry... There is a day when we walk the same route with two others, she point to the wrong direction...

When she say oi , it sounds like a pig... :X Haha. Saw her blog and maybe learn sth from her or know a bit more about her.

First time saw u in my AF class, we nvr talk to one another. Tht u r one who is hard to get along. But now, we all are working for one company. I found that u r a friendly person...

ITP Week 2 Monday

Today, go to work a bit late... yeah. Starting work, got annoyed by Din and Martin. That two keep throwing paper planes and paper ball to the other side of the desk where the three TP girls r sitting. I am really angry with them. After lunch, I move to where the rest r sitting. We did the companies that start with the alphabet 'C'. This is really need teamwork or rather friends to help. When calling the companies, we encounter a lot of problems. For this stack of company, most the company staff speaks only chinese. So as a few of them r malay, we got to help them to ask for info.

Fun Day

Early in the morning, go barbeque….funny, right? Wat he had planed didn't seems to turn out as plan as usual. Any way, my 2 friends and I went fishing. Keng Soon forgot to bring his rod and borrow from Siang Liang. Keng Soon broke the rod after a few cast…. Lol. Still amaze by his strength. We went to catch some small prawns, small lobsters, and small fishes. After a few hours, Keng Soon still need to go to work. Siang Liang and I went to my house to put the fishes and prawns separately. Then Keng Soon came to my house caused he forgot to bring money…. (- _ -!!!)

End…

6th Day of ITP

Yeah... Finally, reach the first week of ITP. Whaaaa.......so tired. Saturday also must call. Somemore is 8 am. Some company dun open on Sat or start so early.
While waiting for the other stack to come, we help one another to complete the last of 'A' stack.
That's all.
Then after work, all go home and have fun. Haha. I bought my fishing equipment at Bugis.

5th Day of ITP

Today, I make sure I come out earlier than you. Dun wanna make a girl keep waiting. Felt so bad.
Today, we did nth but calling, calling, and more calling.

4th Day of ITP

I really felt sorry to have left you all by yourself to go to work. Make you come to work late.
After yesterday briefing, we started calling all the companies for their website and email address. We use a listed company name for this assignment. This listed company is doing a survey on internet usage. Before the start of the day, we are call to the conference room. We are ask to sort the companies into catergory. Most of the staff heard this and they refuse all our calls. After a few calls, time fly very fast when we are calling, at least faster than the last few days.
After lunch, we continue our calling. We try our best to call out as many calls as possible. There are a whole stack of companies and only the company name that starts with an 'A'. There are 3000+ of company that start with an 'A'.
Before we leave the company, we are gather at the conference room once again. Angeline told us the result of our calls. She also ask us to write down the difficulties that we face when we call them. Luckily, half of the calls we call are successful.

3rd Day of ITP

This morning, Mr Mhmd call all the six of us to do some 'cheap labour'. We are ask to carry chairs and tables, arrange in order for some trainees. We help out for the whole morning.
After lunch, we went back to our desk and call up all the manufacturing company.
Before the end of the day, she call us to the conference room and told us that we need not do the calling up for the manufacturing company. She gave us a new assignment and that is to call up company and ask them for their company website. She told us that the three girls from TP use to make a trip down to the office to survey the company, but now we need to call only.

2nd Day of ITP

Today, we continue the job we did yesterday. After that, we got our 2nd assignment, that is checking contracts to see which company advertise in the Prime Position. Wat is Prime Position? Prime Position is any advertisement that falls at the baseline, an colour advertisement (FPC), Tags, etc. They gave the list of company's contract by alphabetical order. Any company which has advertise in the Prime Position, Oversea company or Contra contract, we need to photocopy the contract. We need to write down the contract number of the company.
After we check through the files once, and then we are send to the conference room once again. This time, there is another new assignment by another department. Shawn brief us on the assignment. The assignment is about calling company up and check if they are manufacturing company. The objective is to target a specific audience and that is the manufacturing company. We are given a calling guide to help us. He told us what information we need to get from the company. There is a lot of problem when we start to call. We encounter lots of rejection, scolding, no dialing tones, etc. After 5.30 pm, most of the staff in the company has already knock off.

1st Day of ITP

Today is the first day of my ITP. There are altogether 10 of us working for the Green Book. For the first few hours, Mr Mohd told us why the yellow pages are afraid of them. He try to convince us that Green Book is much better then yellow pages. He show some of the pictures that shows evidence that yellow pages are really afraid of them. He also try to convince us that when you want to advertise your company, the first thing that comes to your mind is the directories. The Green book is quite well know in the industry area. The 'buying guide' book is just 3 years old and still developing.
After the briefing, we went to hear our first assignment. Our first assignment is to confirm the company address and fax. They gave us some calling guide.
After our lunch, we went back to the company and went to dial phones. We have difficulty dialing the phone numbers. After some time, they called us to the conference room. She told us that she got two police phone call asking her who call them. She no longer ask us to dial the no. 9, because of this and ashe can't receive any calls. They gave us each an individual number to dial as their company has only 20 lines. After she assigned the numbers for us to dial, we try and it is faster.
They gave us 25 pages each with 3 contacts per page. On the front of the paper they gave, there is a task that writes you have to finish 140 calls per day. But the first day, they didn't expect us to call so much since we start so late. Calling up every company is quite anxious and nervous to me.
Today, before we left the company, we write down how much contact we have left.

Just a happy day to remember

Dun know y I felt so happy and excited this morning. Two of my secondary friends ask me to go fishing and barberque wif them. We planed this last nite, discussing the stuff needed and organise accordingly. Before the day we went fishing, Siang Liang told me about all the stories about Keng Soon organizing 'fishing trip'. He asked a few of his friends to come, and in the end is just the two of them fishing. He is still the same, even if he plan, he never plan properly. When we went to buy the foods for the barberque, Keng Soon put in all the stuff needed without thinking. Haha. I dun know wat to say. He told us that his budget is $50, but then he like spending money like water.
When we went there, Siang Liang and I started to fish, while Keng Soon when to pick up his freinds. We talk about lot of stuffs since we haven't met for more than 2 yrs. They haven't change a lot, still the same character. There is so much stuff to catch up wif them. Siang Liang also teach me how to cast. When I tried, it is really simple. After a few casting, my hand hurts, cause I haven't exercise for quite a while.
After the barberque, Keng Soon friends went home. He forget to ask them to pay for the barberque money. He is kind to give away the fish Siang Liang has capture.
I dun know how to end this.

Free Time

Haha. Time to write some crap.
Most of my free time is on my laptop and go online. Listen to songs, chat. Else sit at the sofa and watch tv. Watch korean drama. Haha. Everytime feel like crying. Even listening to songs.
I got no hobbies. All I got is one hamster. When sometimes I am free, I will chat with it, take pics of it, feed it with all sorts of food.
Sometimes play around with Flash or PhotoShop. Draw or sketch metalic designs, sort of symbols.
Most stupidest thing ever done during my free time is stitching, girly. = X

My Sister

I don't have a sister in my family, but I treat one of my friend as one.
About her: Hmmm.... I think she is s bit blur. Younger than mi. She is an understanding person. She likes to sleep alot like a sleeping beauty. =X She is always smiling, never see her sad. She likes to keep everything to herself. Especially all unhappiness. She thinks a lot, I mean sometimes a lot of stuff is in her mind. What she hates? Hmmm... She hates milk.
I share all my troubles wif her, almost all...=) But then if she have troubles, she also won't tell mi.
I really care for her and hope everything will go according to her.
Wish alll your dreamz will come true !!! And dun think so much le !!

A Funny Incident

I find this so cool.
I found a guy in my school that has the same surname, same age and sex and the same birth date as me. He is also studying the same course as I. Yah. Some people jokes around that we are twin brothers, but we r from two different countries .... = P
What is the chance of finding a person that has many common info as you.

Friends that I nvr forget

Friends, Close friends.......

Rong Ming, Din, Hazel, Anizah. These are my four best friend.

Rong Ming and Din. I often hang out with them. They were the first group of friends that I hang out with. They are funny cause everytime I went out with them, I laugh a lot. We did our assignment together, stay over at each other house, watch movies. Everytime I am with them, they like to tease me as if they regard me as a kid. Sometimes I just treat it as a joke. I am quite a serious person so I really feel uncomfortable when going out with them. I know that I don't really understand a lot of stuff around me, the country I live in, the people around me and even their conversation. To me, I think they are quite childish. I am not a kid anymore, I just need to explore the world outside.
As time pass by, we seldom contact one another. Rong Ming has Hazel and the rest of his outside friends. Din has to work. As for me, I don't even have any secondary school friends to contact. Now, not even Poly.......
I know that sometimes I really irritate you guys a lot. Shout at you guys, ignoring you guys.
When I have some unclear thoughts or doubts, I don't dare to talk to you guys because you guys wold think it is lame or sth like that.
I just wanted to let u guys know how I felt, thats all. U guys are still my friends.

Life is very important? If not, then please tell me what is important? I don't know why I write this down.
Most of my friends like to say life sucks. How I know? From their msn nicks. I don't know how they know if their life is really like that. What bad luck they have, so many complains by them. Can't they make their life easier. Does this make their life better? Or feel any better? I was born in Malaysia and now living in Singapore. In Malaysia, life there is very peaceful. Every where you go, friends gather together to go out. The pay there is much more lower than in Singapore. The place is also not as clean as Singapore. They should conplain about the life they have there, right? In Singapore, there is no natural disaster, live in a green city, very good security to prevent from terrorist, etc. Isn't life good enough? Moreover, you guys still have friends to hang out. I stay at home everyday.
Whether you hate your own life or not, you still have to live with it. You have one and only life. You can say all you want but then try thinking about people in other countries like Africa, India, etc. Is their life better than yours? They didn't say anything like that, neither do they mind their hard life.
Life. Is it short? Is it long? Do you know how long u live? Cherish everyday, do every thing u wan. Have a life style of ur own. We cant control the life we have, nor how long we live. Unless u do sth that is harmful to ur body like smoking.
If you really hate your life so much, wouldn't it be better to die?
Next time try to courage yourself rather say anything dumb.

In my school life, I dislike to look at girls. I do not even dare to look into a girl face or speak with them even if I known them for a few years. Every time I sit beside a girl, I just felt very uncomfortable.

The first time I look at her, I don't know why I felt that I need to know her more. This is the first time I notice a girl so much.

She has long hair... Perhaps I like gals with long hair ba. Seldom wear her specs.

Everyday I keep thinking of the girl, couldn't concentrate on what I am doing. That year on my birthday, I ask my friend for her hp no.. I manage to get every communication I can use to communicate with her. I am only able to chat online with her only, she does not go online often. Everyday looking at the plain computer screen waiting for her to come online. Feel kind of sick. When she ask me to help her, I will try everything to help her. She just regard me as a friend, a school mate. Try asking her out a few times, get rejected. Wanted to forget her, but every semester get to see her in some classes. During the class with her, I always try to glance at her. Nvr get a chance to sit beside u, do assignment with u, talk to u...
Caught her sleeping in the class..

I started to change. I am able to talk with girls more than my old self. But think too much of her. Cant stop thinking of her. Silly enough. Only see her appearence but nvr see her inner self.