Hi blog, feeling slpy already, didnt dare to tell nut about tis, cause i been working tis 2 days and keep working everyday. Dun intent to stop. Haiz... If not she confirm ignore me. Haiz... Go chalet ma...? I work nite, nite, nite. Dun have time to think of luv, nor got any mood swing, gd hor. Hehe. Waitting for my NS. Parents not at home again, visiting grandfather so left mi and my bro at home.

rhh... So tired... Dun have time to play now... Haha... Just kidding. Is it now very boring, keep working? Haiz.. I suddenly miss many friends.

Y..Y..Y.. Some ppl have friends to hang out wif, some have family to go out wif. Mi, family seldom go out. Friends arh, who will remember mi...? Haha. I wanna go out, who shall I look for? y must I always look for girl girl to go out wif....zzz


Hi blog, say i miss my sis... miss u blog, haha. Today, finish avfe.


Having dinner wif my team members, then sitting beside Kelly...Haha.

So sian, tml parents not at home le. Dun feel like playing, wanna go out, but dunfeel like going wif anyone....dun wanna go out alone also....wat am i thinking

Well, today report pass up, demo le, go home crying. Haha

I kept quiet throughout the demo, all qns unanswer, best thing was, my application is not realistic. Haha,well, luckily didnt buy prom nite tickets, cause wont be graduating. HAHAA.
Just now waiting for bus, really wanna kill myself, the chances of passing so slim, nana say dunno how to help mi. How am i gonna face my parents?

Hi Blog, Sry to abandon u. I was living in my dream land. Been doing my report. Sad thing is that no one is avilable to help mi or even contact mi. I like to thanks Nadhirah for 'accompanying' mi this week though is I force her to. With your company, I am motivated to the report at least someone know I exist.

Throughout, from the developing of program till doingg the report. We been helping each another. But when working on the program, you are always staying at your club house and dun wan to do elsewhere. Sometimes when I ask you to do with mi cause you need help, you always ask mi I am with who. Shy or not, if you really need help then go ahead. Most of the days, I will always go to the clubhouse to check on you. It is kinda funny, is a crush. So deep... getting even deeper each day. During the writing report week, we often tease one another. I remembered that day your neck cant turn to your right. I tease at you. Moody isnt good at all, since you cant get any work done. Your mood makes mi feel like eating you up. Sometimes I dare not look at your face cause I may do something foolish. There was once where we stay at the club house till 9 pm. Few students are around that club house area, and we r doing the coding together, never know you always stay so late in school, but now, you always go home earlier. Another day, when we were going home, I told you that if you wan, you can change bus at your usual stop. That moment, when you were about to stood up from your seat, I wanted to grab your hand....

But somehow, when we didnt meet for a day, I kept thinking of you and become moody. Sometimes it is funny when we r doing the FYP together, either one of us is moody. Through the FYP, I know more about you and I began to like you. R u really important to mi, I wonder. Trying all ways to help you instead of my friends, even the closes one. That day, I even cried in front of you, so stress & afraid that my report could not finish. Today, I made you wait for the sample report that is with mi. How I wish I could give you sooner. Today, I had finish my report. After that, I did not play any game because I have no mood to play. I am missing something important. Ya, now I didn't listen to any songs to write all this.

After the FYP thingy, there are a few things that I will keep thinking:

1. The demo. Aiya, worry for wat, demo la.

2. Friends. I will miss all my friends(or not). I am not going to the Prom Nite so really is the last chance to see you guys in school. Mei Mei, thanks for listening to all the stupid stuff I chat with you about, all my sadness and sorrows. Nad, really thanks for accompanying mi(if I didnt force you, but most of the times yes).

3. Work. I wanna go and work all day unless if someone wish to go out everyday, I can quit my work and accompany that someone.

4. Game. Well, play the online game for so long already. Cannot stop, but will try to.

5. Assignment. The last assignment of the AVFE, need to do a good job. My teammates are not that creative, wont listen to my ideas.

Today, sad cause the start of report cause mi to cry. Dont think I have the time to do, all I feel like doing is to play,play,play & die. I hate words. Trying so hard to do the wordings part, still have so many to do. People say they can do in a day....I really cant........

Today, thanks to nut from the special tree....Really happy to do the report wif u...Haha....I keeps disturbing u wif my insults.... Poor nut cant turn....even if there is a cute guy to ur right.....

after the demo, After doing report, cannot c u guys again.............

Well, Sat & Sun didnt work, didnt bother to ask whether I am working or not... Haha

Slacking like the rest of my friends......Havent start fyp, still playing....

Friends, Hah... I got many when doing coding. Now, I left wif none...
Haha.... Funny right.
Haiz. Now Left wif 2 options :
1. Keep playing games.
2. Do assignment alone.

Y cant I have someone now? Y? I am really in need of help...cant just anyone at least stay wif mi for a while... I know la. Tools is only use whrn necessary, u can treat mi as if i am not there la, dun neglate mi can le.

I am a guy. Yet I get really emotional, keep crying because of this sort of things. When playing games, got ppltalk to mi, so fun... When I doing any assignment, if got ppl chat, then is motivation le.

Tml, 'A' say she not going to sch le. OK. Today I didnt do fyp, been playing all day, thought tml can do fyp in sch wif her. Ask 'B' they got book project room or not, she reply not going to school. Should have known.....should have....y gave mi hope when there is none. In the past, I dun trust anyone of u, cause I am always on my own. After this few semester wif u guys, I try and trusted u guys. But, I shouldnt be so silly/naive.

'A' wanted to help mi find sth I lost... I dun think u can help. Cause the lost is u.

I will stop here, if not, my mom will c my tears.

Y am I so patience with her........?

Am I waiting for her............?

Sigh............If I cannot c her, Kiwi cannot do anything

I cant let u go, I dun wanna............