Tuesday, May 24, 2005

20/5
Waiting on the train back to home town, Kiwi thoughts wonder about. Now feel like smsing my sis. Funny thing is that Kiwi do not feel emo. Haha. Still early to say now la. Still got 2 to 3 hours of travel. Now is about 10pm and I am starring at the window, outside is so dark, nothing to see. Tml, my sis gonna go interview/teach students, I'll pray hard for you like I promise to, you must also try your best. Chances dun come often. I haven't brought the things that I need for the army. Now is 12am midnight, Kiwi haven't sleep yet, wonder if my sis is asleep or not... The train light so bright, the television channel showing a drama that may still on for the next few hours.

21/5
Reach home town at around 1am. My grandfather and uncle is waiting for us for 1 hour le. Slept for a few hours. Today thought can go renew our IC but it is close. Stuck at home, woke up by my two cousins cause they are playing their games. After breakfast, I switch on my laptop and play game. That two cousins of mine also came to watch mi play. In the afternoon, we went to the shopping center, I saw foolscrap paper that have a cover wif nut face on it. Haha. I brought some games and install one on my cousins lappy. When in Malaysia, all you got to do for a day is chatting, playing, sleeping and eating w/o a car. A really good place for my sis hor.

22/5
Morning now, knew that we only get to renew our IC on Tuesday. Still got two days more. So quiet in the morning.. only my cousins are playing games. What to do at home, still doing the same, play play play. Teach cousins how to play. Late at nite, after our dinner, some of my family members are asleep. A few of my aunties, my bro and mi went out for an early supper. The place we went is an open air cafe. While eating, I could see the moon & stars above me, it is so beautiful and romantic. Full moon somemore. I admire this place a lot.

23/5
Today, did the same old thingy. Stay at home till lunch. After that, we went out to shopping center in Melaka. Wow. Never been to here before. Shopping center so big. We came home at around 10pm, looking out the car window, the moon was round and bright. So lovely.

24/5
Early in the morning, 7am, wake up and go to renew our IC, within half an hour, and it is all done. Came back home and all preparing to go back to Singapore. At 5pm, we arrive at the train station, then the announcement say that the train will only arrive at 5.40pm. While waiting, we heard a news that there is something wrong with the railway. They also say that we will need to alight the train and take a bus and then a train again to Singapore.

Soon, we board the train and now it is nearly 6pm. After we aboard, we ate our 'dinner'. About one an a half hour later, all passengers alight from the train and took the standby buses that has been provided by them. After that, the bus took us to another train station situated one state before JB. Waiting for both the train and the other buses to arrive for at least halfan hour. So long......
Today's moon very foggy and very big like my sis eye. Kiwi now feel very into a romantic mood. Aiya, come back to Malaysia always like to see moon cause here in Singapore where can see, only can see flat, flat, flat and more flat.

Friday, May 20, 2005

Bye to all, I going back to home town for a couple of days. Need to renew my stuff cause going to expire.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Today, I force myself 2 go out wif friends.... Not because I dun wan 2 go out. Is because they ask mi to go swimming. I dun know how to swim but yet wan 2 learn. At least back in 1 piece. I have fun. Hehe.
Today, last day of my work.

First, u r the first gal that allows mi to spend time wif. I know ur blog got write I force u 1. Perhaps is because we r diff races, we can communicate easier. Thats the first time I am able to care for a siblings. Haha.

Second, One of my managers ask mi a qn. what I am going to do afer NS. I kept thinking, who would want a lack of exp, slow learner and make company lose money guy like mi. Since I got a lot of emotions during work, I might as well be servicing ppl, happier servicing ppl, see them smile back, have sort of satisfaction. I hope thats wat I wan.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Everytime i msg someone, i always miss them so much.

After tml nite, I am jobless le. I wanna watch so many movies...

Yesterday saw my sis happy day. so happy for her, she have change, i hope.

Last 2 days, I miss that job, the place, the people there......

Sunday, May 15, 2005

4 more days and bb gv.

bb to all my friends there.

Monday, May 09, 2005

Blog blog blog, how long can i c u again....
Friends, friends, friends, how long can i meet u all again...
Family, relatives .... still a long time can c all of them....
Dun know y been thinking of tis.....

A wk more and i will stop working. My sis gonna start work soon. Hope she can cope wif the work.
Over the days in gv, so many incidents, so many mistakes.... found myself so dumb and stupid. Seriously i dun think i can make it even i try hard.
I just pray for all my friends to do better than mi.

Recently, nth to do at home, been playing a gameboy game in my laptop. It is call kingdom of hearts. It has all the disney characters in this game. But there is a story in it. It is about a boy, Sora and a girl, Namine, wif goofy and donald duck, they were friends and one day Namine got taken away by a evil villian called 'Heartless'. Sora fight all the way in order to save her. Each castle he went, his memories began to fade. Soon after, he cant remember her name, her face,
... He wanted to give up but at least there are friends who is beside him, kept encouraging him.
Tis game is so true, maybe one day we cant remember the friends we had before...

Anime - amazing how the Japanese makes the characters wif a very strong friendship and encouraging. Haha
Japanese/Korean songs. Some of my friends always wonders y i like to listen to it. Haha. I dun like to heard lyrics, i just wan the sound. Anyway, hear the lyrics will get emo wasily for mi. Hehe.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Begin to blog again...


Spenting a lot of $$ recently, buying many stuff for my own purpose.....

Wasting money, dunno y, dun even know wat i am doing. they didnt let mi work tis few weeks... making mi wait like this, hate it, tis type of waiting to work, very suffering... cause wat am i doing at home? everytime at home will get emo... haha..

well... tis song i upload is like my sis or even anyone who is emo, they really bruise easily, so must really handle them wif care. Hehe..

Going to army soon.... so many things wanna do, haha, watch movie, play game, blah blah blah,... going to quit work soon.. Well, as for the bear i wanna gif sis, i cant find it, neither does she wan it..... Wat to do... Nothing la. Got her home address might as well sent letter easier, right? Letter of regards since she also seldom blog or online, or is it mi.... she found a job, at least is a gd news...

sis, if u haf problems, u can at least share wif ur friend, yanie..., k?

Hope 2 stay contact wif u ...

Monday, May 02, 2005

Wahahahha.... cant find wat i wan.... am i useless....

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Well, just a quick blog to write wat happen yesterday. Last nite while selling tickets... there's one scene i cant forget. A couple buying tickets....both of them using sign language.. They need a pen to write on a piece of paper. When i am about to tell them how is the seating like, the woman gave a sign language to tell mi that she can hear... I write back to tell them.....and so on.

I wish that they will live a happy life.

Should have learn some sign language.