Wow. Another day at work. First thing in the morning they say we have to go back and do call back le. Haiz... Y the sudden change. All of my friends have plan so all really have no mood to do calling. Dun know y I wanted to start calling. Today is really boring. No one is chatting nor laughing. The time passes really slowly.

After work, I go have a hair cut. My hair now is shorter. Look really dumb.

Haiz....wat a bad day today. Didnt heard my alarm clock ring in the morning. Got a call from my sis asking mi where i am. I am still in my bed. Really sry today. Rush to work, scare go to work late, thus David Lim is coming today so just took a taxi. Haiz. Half day pay gone. Nvm loh, at least learn sth.

Work arh... Did my survey then one hour later then go home le. All of them uses a smart way to do the survey. Dun know y I am so stupid to do it in an old fashion way. But then really felt bad if didnt do wat exactly they say. At home also dun have anything to do.

FYP havent start yet. Do things step by step.

Today went to work as usual...Lol. Sat still must go do survey. Bleah. Dun care la. After doing everything in the office, I went home le. My bro & mi went to expo in the afternoon. Zhi Yun & Ben r late. Saw many interesting stuff. So many computers, cameras, etc. Ben & Zhi Yun went to play game.. There allows u to play 5 Korea-made game. The games looks kind of like Diablo. My bro & I walk around the fair while Ben & Zhi Yun are playing. Saw some anime characters(cosplay). Saw two gundam. Dun know if it is very hot wearing the suite. So many character, many ppl taking their pictures. There is one very small PC. Wow! Really small and is portable. But it is really expensive.

Well, thats all for now.

Yesterday came home so late so have to blog all together now. Yesterday, gonna celebrate Hazel birthday. As usual, I went to work wif Nadirah. Then go to eat in PS, looking around in PS until afternoon. Annjana & Liana went for a movie. While Roy, Kee Yong, Wai Kit & mi go shopping. Ha. Then I received Din sms, he finish 200 companies already. I was so shock and impatient to do my stack. I wanna hurry up and do my work. I am really sry if I am very rude to u guys lah. I dun like to slack.

Haiz..Then they all went home. Tht they said wanna go do survey after that. All not steady de. I have to go Orchard Plazza & do my survey. The place is quite empty and outside it started raining. Around 4+, I finish my stack. Then I went to OG to find sth. I am surposed to meet Din and the rest at 7. Aiya..go JP look around also can. The 300+ pieces of paper really heavy. I went to the meeting area, saw RM, Hazel & Din in a car. Tht RM bought one. Quite worried. We chat a bit on how we spent our holiday (all bz working lah) while waiting for Anizah. As usual, reach really late, but then understandable la. After work ma. Rong Ming drove us to Orchard Rd. Wow. First time experience. Dun wanna disturb RM a lot cause he need to concentrate when driving. But then during the trip to Orchard. There is a lot of laughter. Really fun. We went Newton area and eat. Then we went to coffee bean to buy cake for Hazel. Hazel need to go back home before 12 so RM drove to her place. We sang birthday song in the car and gave her the present. This is like the last year of ur birthday, that we can celebrate together le. Wish u all the best in everything!

I manage to Wah...Hehe.Today went to work then came back home after 2 hours. Haha. Still get my pay. :X

Today, going to work on our new assignment. So sian arh. Hands and legs so tired. Eat breadfast wif some SP guys & gals & Nadirah. Walking to Bishan MRT, I do some silly stuff. I ask Nazri if he like Nad. Haha. Dun know y sudden ask him this. Ask him if he has any gf. I very kpo. Sis. I test him out leh. Haha. U wan him badly ma?
Or I spoil ur 'plan'? Hehe.

Going to some company, but the security wont let mi in. Ask mi if I have any appointment with them. Dot. Going to Plaza Singapura. Heard my friends say that can find the shoppping center directory 'book' then can sit down and tick, tick, tick. Wanna try asking information counter, in the end, PS dun have any sort of booklet directory. Wahhh.. So suay arh. Have to really walk around PS le la. So many shops, basement so many food to eat. Wah... Most of the shops r easy to find out the nature of biz. Duh. Standing in front of the shops and check so embarassing, still carrying a big red file. So many people looking. Someof my friends has already gone home le. I wanna do finish these whole stack. So just do until I finish, at about 4+. Wah.. Even GV also need to tick. Really headache. Funny company.

Today, hiaz...so sian, have to do survey again. Reach office quite early, then called us to the conference room. Let them check how much we had done. They dun trust us. Haha. We encouter some problems then have to tell them.

After that, Kamilah and I went to do survey first, cause the rest of them r going 2gether. We took the mrt. Going to Clarke Quay again. Lazy to talk wif the rest. They all really seems to like martin a lot. All started to crap. I dunno if I still know them or not. Felt so left out. Like wat my sis says, she dun feel close wif the NP le. I understand. But try at least. If u try, they wont accept then thats their problem.

Still remember which bus I should take, which route to go. River Valley Rd so long. So difficult to find the place. Walking back and forth. So lonely and hot. Ask security to guide mi. Luckly, they r quite friendly. Then at last I finished that area le. Yeah. Going to Park Mall. At least is in a shopping center. Should be easier. Starting from the basement all the way up to the 8th floor until one company. The staff asked mi wat I am doing here. They said that this is a private area, must ask permission to come up here. Or else will call the security. I didnt know ma. Nvr put lvl wat is private one. Check until half-way le then get chase out. Feel like going home early today.

Today found out that I forgot to put my hp to vibration mode. Nvr heard Nadirah calls. Haha. Sry Nardirah. Dun know y I wanted someone to accompany mi home. Blush.... My sis wanted to go to JP to borrow books. So we went there loh. When we took the bus home, it was raining. Luckly, we r not doing work on that time, or else we will be drench. Tml still got to go Somerset there. New area, new begining, new excitment.

Today, going to do a new assignment. Haiz...Gonna get seperated wif the rest. Hate this. Early in the morning, like in a lecture like that, so sian. He talk a lot, talk non-stop for 2 hours. Haiz...crappy MD. That stupid Martin wanna set the quota. I dun care, wat he do, i wont listen. After lunch, the whole group gather around and chat. Martin feeling really proud that he pass his PWA. Then we set off to our own destination. So bored...see everyone has accompany. So sad. Everytime I am always the odd one out. Mi go alone to Clarke Quay mrt station. So sian. Keep looking around, asking for direction, walking here and there...so hard to find the place. Not a shopping center leh. Sms my sis see if she got do a lot ma. Luckly, all do very few. The whole stretch of road is River Valley Rd and I am expected to look for the shops beside the road. Stupid thing is that when I was going home in the other direction(cause I cant find the block number that was in my list), the shops that I pass by, the block number decreases, Lol. Then need to take out my list then do loh. I really blur. Hope tml will go smoothly. After that River Valley Cl then can go Somerset le. Yeah... On my way home really boring, really feel like having an accompany by my side? Haha. Got a sis & bro feeling ba. Lame.

Today as ususal wait for Nadirah. She is very late today. Didnt know she is sick until knock off time. Sry Nadirah.

Today during working hour, all NP students came. Wow. So noisy and so many laughter. The boys got called by E-hui...wat ever her name was... She ask us to do some simple tasks. Writing down the page no. and grid of the street using the street directory. So many spelling errors, so many roads that we cant find. Dun know how they got the list of streets for us to check. After the simple tasks, we r ask to do some sorting. It was really fun doing the sorting. Sort by the directory page. When doing this, it is like a stock market. Everyone calls out the numbers loudly. Looking at the people doing as quickly as possible cause need to do finish by today. We are also doing happily. But I like sit there doing nth. Still laughing loudly. Shame on myself. Wish I sit behind there to help them do. So many pieces of paper r given to one of the SP to do. Funny lor. The rest of us sit there chatting away. We managed to finish all of the papers. Really doing as a team. SP & NP. Haha...

Afer work, many of us walk to Bishan mrt station. Nadirah and her friend went off first. Kee Yong and Annjana than walk to the interchange, I think. Wai Kit and I walk to the bank there. He wanted to redraw some money. After that, we went to the basement and he bought some food. Then we took the mrt to Jurong East, going to Creative fair. We went there through a 'shortcut', muddy ground lah. All the shoes got mud le. Haiz.. We talk about quite a lot of stuff on the way, since we both r from Malaysia. First time going to Creative fair for both of us. So cool. The security there r really tight. Walk around to search for wat we wanted. Wai Kit saw the Muvo Slim and he likes it very much. He cant find wat he wantedand then become so sad and irritating. Kidding. Then after some looking around, Wai Kit saw wat he wanted, and ...he said it dun look nice so he dun wanna buy. ('.'!!!) Funny guy. I manage to got my mp3 player. Haiz. Spend too much on it. Then have to carry the speaker home. So heavy for a sissy guy like mi. Luckly Wai Kit help mi. Really thanks to him. He has to go back to Johore this afternoon. Going back home and then my bro help mi setup the speaker. So confusing..Manage to test it after 1 hr.

Thats all ba... And read two girls blog. One write about the driving experience, wish I could dare to drive.. The other is imaginative. Not that I am saying anything. Sis, u r pretty. Thats y ppl r looking at u. Maybe. I'll help u if u need help.

Today going to my work place all by myself. No need to wait for Nadirah. Sitting on the mrt to Bishan, lonely...Ha. Kind of lonely cause going to the work place wif her for almost 3 wks already. Miss my sis... Working place today is really quiet and boring today cause Nadirah, Kamilah & Wai Kit did not come. Felt so sleeping and lazy. Liana and Annjana went to do the data entry. The only one left in our work area is Kee Yong, Roy, Mi and that Martin. He is really irritating. Early in the morning first thing he does is talking to the rest while Din and I do some searching on addresses. The whole day speak ill about Wai Kit. Worse is that he change Wai Kit's working area so that it looks like Wai Kit is dead. He is really .... True enough he talk a lot, same as u, but he didnt do anything to u. Y must u do this to him. For fun arh? Ur so call fun is too much lor. Martin, Kee Yong and Roy talk about the SP girls... Heard Martin say which gal can make it...?? Dun know y u like criticising people. Ppl can make it or cannot make it is none of ur business unless u wan to find a girl from that group.

During the work time, I am often sitting alone. Keep talking to myself. Use to it le. All those beside mi may find mi strange but u dun know y I am like that. Pls do not joke about it cause thats the way I am. A lonely guy. Dun wanna hang out wif friends if I have.

Yesterday saw my sis blog. Aiya. If u really need help then find mi when I online lah. I was working when I received ur sms. U finally found the blog skin u wanted le. Good loh. Sry I force u to give mi ur blog to see. Just wanna see wats going thr ur life. Browse onli lah.

Everyday seems to write about ITP...Really nth better to do or write. Dun know y these 2 days dun feel like talking. I still kept quite throughout my trip to work. Watching ppl in the mrt everyday, thinking about so many stuff. So many things to see, so many things yet to experience, so many thins to learn. Wanna jote them down.
Today, Kee Yong didnt come to work cause he got check up. Tht our working area will be really quiet without him. Haiz...Who knows Angeline like letting all the NP split into so many pieces. All have different working environment doing different things.
So much to think about. Wanna buy an mp3. Cost really expensive. Need to spend all my salary on that. My hamster...dun know how long can he live. 3 years already. Keeping mi company for so long. One of it has die already and a dummy like mi dun know how it die. Dun wanna let u live a short life, I try to feed u gd stuff. Everyday came back to look at u and u always sleeping. My mom also told mi seldom see him come out.
Anyone.. Tell mi y sometimes u r enjoying urself and suddenly u r keeping urself away from ppl(quiet and ignoring ppl).Dun understand y. Sure there r ppl who dun like this kind of person. This can control... Hmm.. I try to. Sometimes I out of a sudden just walk away from all my friends. Feel so left out. Saw my friends talk with one another in front of mi, really like dun know my existence. Perhaps is just my assumption.
Trust friends too much is a gd thing? Really native ma? Haha. Y sit in the mrt think of so crppy stuff.

Well..Almost ending. I saw my friend when waiting for my bus at lakeside. Wahhh... He become so big in size. Lol. Seriously he has grown bigger not fatter. Perhaps his gf feed him well. Haha. Hamzah, nvr able to chat wif u. Nadirah. Dun know y u suddenly ask mi a qn. I dun have any gf or any ex. K? Really make mi feel so sad. Saw almost all my friends have experience. Everyday working wif u guys, u guys mostly talk about relationship. Dun feel like talking wif u guys. Saw u guys so happy everytime chatting. Really envy and appreciate u guys a lot.

Everyday write rubbish here. Today, as usual. But then at work I crap a lot. Like irritating the rest. Haiz. Keep doing my work seriously. Keep asking that Lynn. Really felt so useless. Didnt even trust my friends answer.
When going back home, Nadirah got a friend to go home wif her. Looks like u enjoyed the trip back home. So happy for u. If she could always accompany u. Nvr see u keep talking in the mrt, onli see u sleeping. Haha.
Sry Nadirah. Mood swing. Dun know y sudden got. Well, always happening to mi. Haiz..

Today is the worst day of my ITP. So far... Waiting for Nad for a while. She dress up really pretty. Lol. Then we took bus to work.
The whole day at work felt like doing nth. Hate to slack. Hate seeing Martin. Nth to do then come to our working area then chat. Talk crap ba. Say only loh, cant really do it la. Cant trust his words also. Wanna avoid him so much. Cant tolerate sitting alone with him. Every time I see him feel like killing him. Every time walk back to my sit, when I see him, I give him one angry look. Must try to put a smiley face when I see him every time. Hope Martin dun come to work. Hahaha. Is a wish..
Working also quite fun. Just do some checking. Then slack a lot.... Angeline ban us from going to J8. Sad.. Haha. Then we do somemore checking for any info that shouldnt be in the docket. Then we do another job for another person. Need to check contract against the proofcopy, compudata, Product & Service List and Trade Name List. Our job rotation is sort of like going through all the process from getting the info from client to the publishing info in green bk. Now I dun have any request. Wish to do more. So much fun now.
Hate. Hate. Hate. Everyday take mrt then sometime will see some stupid couple so intimating. Some more is in front of mi. CANT STAND IT.

Early in the morning wake up waiting for someone to call mi out. Someone told mi that he is going to buy a present for his gf then ask mi to go orchard wif him, but he never call mi...I also dun wanna call him back. Not sure wat is their 'schedule'.

The whole day dun feel so gd. Go out wif a friend to fish. Keep raining... Cant catch any. Then go buy some fishing stuff. Quite boring... Still keep thinking about y he nvr ask mi to go out. Lol.

Hi again blog. Write this almost everyday. This morning gave sth to my sis... Felt so embarass. Today at work, really boring. Feel so sleepy. In the afternoon went to J8 to eat again. Came back to work really late. Angeline dun like us to go there. Today is really a gd day. Haha.

Today just went out to buy a present. Feel so embarrassed. Checking out some of the shop and stall in Orchard. At last found a shop. I find the present really cheap. Dun dare to give to my friend....

Nad forgot to bring her hp. Blur one. Like somedays forget this the other day forget that. Today dunno y they wanna wear formal. Look kind of weird. All the 8 of us wear really smart. Wai Kit like working in a high class company. Heehee. This afternoon, we finally do a different job le. Can stop calling. So happy. But hard to understand the new assignment at first.. Check the computation data against the contract against the proofcopy. All kept asking Angeline, asking one another how to do this and that. If any errors, still can earn $$. Haha..
Today, we saw lots of SP students in our company. They also do the same job as us. We went to J8 with the TP gals and eat. The whole group of SP also went to J8 and eat. The group of girls when shopping while we r eating. Funny thing is that after we r about to finish our lunch, we remembered we told Din that we will meet him at J8. Call him and he say he cant find Long John Silver. When we were going back to the company, it is raining heavily. Late for the meeting. Meet a funny malay girl from SP. Saw one 'green lantern'. Know shouldn't have say that. Kind of pretty but dun know how to say in words. Really pretty.
After work, they wanted to take pics together.. but I dun wan. Cause I hate to take. Lol. Walk away from the rest even Nad. So sad and just hate myself. Nvr talk to Nad after we board the mrt.

Same thing in the morning when going to work. During lunch was really sad. Not only did I spend too much on my lunch but on our way back to the office, heard Martin and the rest are talking. Martin thinks that he is someone that people should respect the most. All his words are really craps. If wan then act it out la, dun talk big. Dun wanna walk wif the guys. Back at the office, not sure if Nad chose a different stack to do, Martin really angry..Dun know y? She chose also cannot meh? That stack got so many chinese names..How she do her work? Moreover, they have ask our supervisor liao, she told them can let other people take the stack.
Today, David Lim, our LO came to our work place. We are really looking forward to this. Can slack. Haha. We give him so many reasons y we cant work here. Lol.

Today,wanna make myself bz..

This morning, Nad misses a bus cause she forgot to bring her ezlink card and then have no choice but ti take the bus from Bukit Batok. At the bus interchange, we saw Rpy and Kamilah.. After the bus we board travel for a few stop, we saw Liana and Annjana aboard the bus. After we alight at the bus stop. We saw Kee Yong alighting from the bus behind the bus that we r on. The seven of us walk together to work. Dun know y today the bus travel so fast, reach at office so early... Other then the seven of us r in our working area and the TP gals in theirs, Din, Martin and Wai Ling is not around. Starting of work, we r waiting for the paper work that Angeline have told us. We r ask to numbered all the pages in every files. All the files so thick. I am the only one that writes very slowly. Haha. After that, still need to make hone calls. We slack a bit then think about wat we gonna do after work.

Luckly, Wai Kit walk wif us to Bishan. Wai Kit is a funny guy, mature? Maybe. Nadirah wanna buy sth for her friend so we accompany her. The bracelet Nadirah saw is not really nice. Afer a while, Nadirah and I went home and Wai Kit still wanna walk around J8. I went to JP while Nadirah went back home. My cousin and I r looking around for a present. All seems so expensive and dun know wat to buy. After a while, we went back home.

After that, I went fishing with Siang Liang and Keng Soon. Siang Liang caught alot of goldfish. Haha. Use bread as lure. Need to keep practicing my casting. So tired now. Really enjoy my life.

Yesterday, Rong Ming msg mi at msn. Asking mi to ask around for sth. He just got this job. Is really good if friends have sth to tell u,u be the first to know. But then, maybe its my assumption. Always thinking from the negative sides. Then that if they have problems, then they will look for u onli. I wanna find another sis. haha. Dun know y I feel like that. She everyday confirm really bore when going to work... She also started to write or draw/sketch in the mrt. Dun know wat she wrote or draw. So boring... Lppk so weird keep on writing on the mrt, and everyone is staring at us. Feel so funny and sick writing my blog everyday.
Another sis. a cute malay girl. Two of my sis are blur blur type of gal. Cute? Lol. Today working in the office, all of us seems sick. All waiting for the meeting in the conference room...Poor Din have to sit alone when working. I feel soooooooooo...

This should be written yesterday..The blog when down... Haiz..

Today, the company make a few proposal. Doing a nite shift, tying data into the database, checking valid website and categorize company. Making phone call at home. Dun know if LO approved? Not sure can take nite shift? Wondering y all they laugh when I told them I can only sleep at nite and cant sleep in the day. All the rest of them is all sick of making phone call liao. During the meeting at conference room there, Wai Kit keep asking me to take the nite shift. All the malays are better to work in nite shift then the day since now is still puasa. If I keep doing phone call, really dun know wat to write for my report... I dun like to be force into sth that I dun like. Ya true enough, I will be left alone. Ha. I am always like that ma.Wat to do. I dun mind.
Din, u think you know mi?U r wrong. Say you r my best friend is really a lie. I wont let anyone to get to know me. Not even u. I dun feel like working with Din and Martin. Every time I saw u guys chatting 2gether so happily, I am happy for u. At least have a friend to chat. Some friend that can really make u happy. Feel kind of sad everytime heard Din say he knows me for a few years.. People can change. Tell mi how much you know about mi? Think ofo this everytime, I will feel like crying, even shear a tear or 2. I am not a guy that u can joke around... moreover the guy joking wif mi is the one whom I hate most.

Before the end of our working days, we started to slack and they dun know y started to talk about relationship. Lol. Still got friend asking this type of thing. Listen to wat they say... feel kind of blur. cause dun even know anything they say..

ITP Week 2 Wednesday

Today I met Nadirah at the bus stop, didnt know she live so near from my house. We took the bus stop and mrt together. I read her blog yesterday and scribble sth to her. Dun know y in the mrt really nth to do. After reading ur blog, there are really a lot of thoughts. I gain some life experiences that I never get to experience in my life. I am not really ur bodyguard...haha. Like wat u have written back to mi, waiting for ur prince charming...dun force it.. I try not to talk about anything that may make u remember anything that will 'hurt' u. But everyday walk wif u to work and back home, i feel weird. Must be really boring to walk wif a guy that dun know any jokes to tease u, and nth to talk to u.

Work is really the same old stuff.....

Seeing a few of the blog of my friends, now then I know how this assignment is really a dumb or a gd thing. Assignment result of breaking friendship... How close are u and ur friends? How many years of friends have u been? I know that friendship can be broken because of love, but assignment...dun know how? s the assignment a test? A test for understanding? A test for friendship? In our poly life, we always do our assignment with our closes friend. Close friend can be trusted? U treat them as one... Did they treat u as one? Nvr ask them how important r u to them? Nvr tell them how important they r to u?

ITP Week 2 Tuesday

Another day at work. Today, like yesterday, we had to call all the companies and most of the companies are all chinese. Most of the people(most are old folks) dun know how to speak or know english. When ask for email and website in chinese, they did not quite understand. Sometimes when we speak to them loud and clear, the other end cant seem to receive our call. Now is really having trouble. Most companies are named as same as the person's name. When you ask for the company, instead they told us the person we r looking for is not around. Many of the companies are not really company. There are a lot of mixtures. Today last stack I did was companies starting with 'Chua'. So many hard to pronoun word, so many funny names... One of my friend, Roy, we make him laugh when he is asking for the company for info, he started to laugh while he is asking. The person on the other side ask him if this is a joke.

My Hamster

Poor hamster now. Been with mi for almost 3 years. At first have 2 hamsters, but now left 1. Nvr know y the first one die cause I am in Malaysia. Seldom give him food now... But when 'free time', I gave him all the food he can eat. He likes sponge cake, chocolates, fruits, bread, cookies. Most of the food is for human comsumption.
It is very bitey. Always bite the metal cage. Sleep in a funny pattern. Likes to feel the wind...

Dun know y feel like writing this funny little gal. Felt so sorry letting a gal wait for mi to walk to the company.
So Funny. Everyday have to wait for Nad. to go to work.... Well. Better than she wait for mi. :X

She kind of blur.. . Hmmm.. That time she lost her way and came late for work. Really Sry... There is a day when we walk the same route with two others, she point to the wrong direction...

When she say oi , it sounds like a pig... :X Haha. Saw her blog and maybe learn sth from her or know a bit more about her.

First time saw u in my AF class, we nvr talk to one another. Tht u r one who is hard to get along. But now, we all are working for one company. I found that u r a friendly person...

ITP Week 2 Monday

Today, go to work a bit late... yeah. Starting work, got annoyed by Din and Martin. That two keep throwing paper planes and paper ball to the other side of the desk where the three TP girls r sitting. I am really angry with them. After lunch, I move to where the rest r sitting. We did the companies that start with the alphabet 'C'. This is really need teamwork or rather friends to help. When calling the companies, we encounter a lot of problems. For this stack of company, most the company staff speaks only chinese. So as a few of them r malay, we got to help them to ask for info.

Fun Day

Early in the morning, go barbeque….funny, right? Wat he had planed didn't seems to turn out as plan as usual. Any way, my 2 friends and I went fishing. Keng Soon forgot to bring his rod and borrow from Siang Liang. Keng Soon broke the rod after a few cast…. Lol. Still amaze by his strength. We went to catch some small prawns, small lobsters, and small fishes. After a few hours, Keng Soon still need to go to work. Siang Liang and I went to my house to put the fishes and prawns separately. Then Keng Soon came to my house caused he forgot to bring money…. (- _ -!!!)

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