Hi blog. Havent forgot abot u. Yesterday came home at 1am. Yeah. First part time job. So slpy this mrg. Got a bit of fever now. Today after sch, Ben call mi and Ben, Zhi Yun, Tony go & watch Kung Fu Hustle. Funny movie. Hehe. Anyway, after that came home & do fyp loh.

Today, my friends seems to have 'cheated' mi. So unhappy today. Wanna do late to do fyp then eat dinner wif friends. They suddenly dun wanna go. In the end, go to 'eat' wif my family in a restaurant. Ya, u think it is gd. They have finish half of the course le. I still went there. So embarass...all like laughing at mi. I am so angry inside. Y u guys dun wanna go at a later time or an earlier time. If u guys so hungry just say so. Wanna go eat le, then all say go home.

Today went sch for lesson. Do our AVFE first assignment. Then tutor let us go early. Sms Rozmail to see if he wanna go Sim Lim. No reply. Then go myself. Then go shopping. Saw toys, toys & more toys. Haha. Then meet my parents & ate lunch there. Father just finish his checkup. Haiz... Buy model kit. Hehe. Kids. After that went home & then went to auntie place to dye my hair.

Today went sch to do fyp. Got Tiong Peng accompany mi to the library. Stupid ppl talk so loud in the library & play with the window bind somemore. Cant concentrate. Then met Colin & his friend. They talk talk talk non-stop. I wanna concentrate doing my use case diagram so on the music loud. They say I got attitude problem. I put on my ear piece le and I didnt know that it is so loud u guys can hear la. & I cant hear u guys also. Once I am really serious, pls dun get in my way. After about one hour, I go to MCC wif Nadhirah. MCC = Malay Culture Club. I put my laptop inside, lazy to bring to Bishan. We going to collect our pay. Wait for Kee Yong for his lesson to end. Sit in the club house with Nadhirah. Wow. Quite old...the room. So many engineering club beside there. Some malay girls coming in & out of the clubhouse. Nadhirah put the bear inside the club house. Haha. It is pink hor, dun make it become other color.

Later, we met Kee Yong, Liana, Anjanna at the bus stop. Haiz...Raining. Take 74 all the way there. Didnt buy sth for E-Hui. Lol. Tht wanna give? The three gals always like to bully Kee Yong. Especially his red ear. Normal wat. Dun mock ppl lah. We say hi to some of the employee there, get our pay then went off. On our way to Juncti8n, we met the 2 TP gals. Then we tease Kee Yong again. Haha. Poor Kee Yong. After that, Nadhirah & I went back to school. Thats all. Think I left out a lot. Didnt notice many things today, sth in mind. Sth that Kee Yong & I talk about.

At home, quarrel wif my bro. Haiz. Still playing MS. He going to become obsess again. I mean we since we play the MS for 3 days. I stop now, trying at least. Maybe because of him make mi more concentration on my fyp.

Y ppl r so obsess wif sth. Y r ppl like that. The thing is gone so y keep thinking. Nadhirah ask mi to find one bf for her. All r obsess in certain thing. I am just to obsess in...

The blog will be close from 23rd Dec to 26th Dec due to Christmas. The blog will resume on 27th Dec, Monday.

Today I went to orchard again. Hehe. Wif Nadhirah. Tht of giving her sth but dunno gif wat to her. Went to PS first then walk along Orchard Rd. She didnt wanna go shop. She said she no mood to shop. Sry leh. I ask u to accompany me & at the same time can find a christmas gift for u also. Want to cheer her up also. But cant really see her smiling. Haiz...

After our last stop, she went home & I went to Bugis.

I told u sth funny today. U ask y I like Ayumi so much. U seen my wallpaper got ayumi, my hp wallpaper also got ayumi. I just wanna say I love things that has big round eyes. Yeah. U also have one, haha. & Gals wif long hair, only urs become shorter, but that doesnt mean I dun like my sis.

Hi blog, 2 days already. Blogging for yesterday & today.

Yesterday, avfe prac. Very pai sei. Cause the tutor ask us to do a class assignment. Then cause I cut the sound too short than make the soound kind of odd. After the third tries, I finally did a bit better. After my AVFE, I go PS going to meet Rong Ming at 2pm. Reach PS at around 1+. He later call mi saying that we meet at 3+. He was working. I spent my time looking at all the gift shop. So many fluffy bears. Wahh...cute. Wanted to give christmas gift to Nadhirah & Kelly. Hehe. Last christmas spent in sch. Hope. Watch Rong Ming working environment. After his working hour, we went MOS Burger & eat. Yeah. First time eat. Bleah! After that we went to shopping center to shopping center to look for gifts. He need to find a gift for his gf so he just call her to ask his gf. Haha. After going too a few shopping center, he bought a bracelet, I think. Wif a cat. We talk about lot of stuff but wifout Din. He is working. So many things to see. Then thirsty & tired. Many performance around that area. Rong Ming help mi to decide sth so we went to a book shop. Forget where le. Many books to see. I know la, I seldom go out ma, so everything is first time see la. K? Wanna buy wat for the 2 girls? Bears? Haiz... Rong Ming say I nvr gavee him a present for chrismas. Sry la. He show mi one favourite model car. One very small one also cost $12+. Wow.

Wat I did today? Go to sch to meet my supervisor. Some my friends havent met their supervisor, we are certainly lucky to have Nana as our supervisor. Today tht meet Anizah after school but she suddenly got to go teach tution. Then I found that Rozmail & Winnie is going to watch The Incredibles. I was planning to go to Orchard again. I even ask Nadhirah whether she wanna tag along. So I went wif Rozmail, Winnie, Jia Hui to eat our lunch. When I call Nadhirah, she havent had her lunch & was saying sth funny. Cheer up la. Dun keep things to urself. I am worry for u. Then we went to take bus then mrt to Bishan. So many ppl buying tickets. Wah...So many teddy bears around there. Sorry la. I really like soft toys la. Though I'm not kid anymore, but they r too cute. The show is very nice. Very funny leh. After that they two went home while I go Orchard. By the time I reach there is 6+, go to the same shopping center and brought sth. I didnt buy anything for the 2 gals. Guess who I am giving. Haha. After the tired walk, I just went home. Reach home at ard 9+.

Then I blog lah. Now, sth in my heart didnt break into pieces. Hehe. Y arh? I ask Kelly wanna give her present but she say we normal friend so no need gift. And also she say I not her type. That doesnt surprise mi and I am really happy for the word she said. My heart & brain inside is almost empty. Aiya. Bluff myself. Inside a bit sad. No mood for now ba. Pls let mi focus on fyp now. I will die for it now. Alone again. Nadhirah, if u r going to do fyp in sch, pls call mi or watever. I wanna do in sch. After the sch reopen, I go out so often. Still on vacation mode ba. Haiz..

Today, attend the fyp briefing. Nth they say is 'very important'. Not many of my classmate is there. At least got my sis to sit beside mi. Haha. After the briefing, there is a talk. The talk was about changes. I found that this talk is interesting. The speaker talk to us in some humourous way. Lots of laughter during the talk. He said a lot of his past. Tell us wat is 'cheese' and 'maze'. 'cheese' is the things u wan in life. The maze for us now is NP. Let us see two video clips.

The video 'Who move my cheese?' consist of 4 characters. 2 littlepeople, one name Haw, and the other name Hem and two mice in a maze, finding cheese. After searching, they found an area full of cheese that can last them for quite sometime. Everyday, they went to the cheese area using the same route they always take. The mice carried their shoes around their neck.

After quite some time, the mice realize that the cheese is getting lesser and lesser but the littlepeople did not notice anything. Before long, that area is empty. The mice quickly went in search of new area in the maze. The littlepeople? Hem keep on saying where is his cheese Haw say he wanted to look for new cheese, but he was just saying. After a few days, the littlepeople keep going back to that area hoping the cheese will reappear. One day, Haw decide to go out in the maze to look for new cheese despite Hem telling him it is dangerous out there. Haw ask if Hem want to come in search of new cheese but the stubborn Hem refuse to find new cheese. He wanted his old cheese onli. Haw at first felt lost in the maze. After a while, he wasnt afraid anymore. He start to scribble wordings on the wall to mark the road hopping Hem will change his mind and follow him. After days of searching, he finally found a new area but the cheese were all gone. Then he continue on in search of new cheese and finally he found it. Both the mice have been there for a couple of days.

Dun be a stubborn. Forget le.
Change is gain.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

K N O W L E D G E
11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96%

H A R D W O R K
8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98%

A T T I T U D E
1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100%

Now is ur turn liao. Mei Mei. Angela. Dun always play & play ur MS. Somemore u say to mi u play for how many days in a row. Cant even find u online. I dunno wat is the reason u sudden hook on this game and for so long le. That time u tell mi u try to stop. Then now still havent stop. Ur fyp, always ask u, u always say havent start. Haiz... I know u still got ecid hw. Try to concentrate for at least the first few weeks. Now I like still dunno if it is the same as that meimei of mine.

Hope u will try ur best to concentrate in ur studies. Pls take care. Always play till so late & play so long.

Finally my sis response. The other gal is ok le. I am so relieve. Aiya. Nadhirah. Cheer up. Nobody is blaming u, u also dun need to blame urself. I am at wrong also. Advicing ppl is not wrong. If u really treat them as friends, u will advice them, if not then y bother, right? Anyway, for this matter I have no experience in love. I know I needed that, not because u have experience in this, but as my friend, as a sis. I am very grateful. Advicing ppl is not wrong, dun any how say sry. Ppl who r ignoring this dvice just wish to 'kill' themselves. We just leave it here. Dun let this spoil our sis & bro relationship.

One more thing I wanna say to u. Be who u r, dun try to be someone that u r not surpose to be. If u wanna change, nake sure the change is for the correct purpose and not the wrong purpose. Dun care who ppl think u r. Be urself. I try to fill in more if I go to my MQE class. It really help mi in sth.

Really thanks so much. Nxt time, try writting on the chatterbox like Rozmail. See. He is giving mi a talk. :D

Dear blog,
maybe I wont be seeing u le. So sad now. Yesterday make my sis angry with mi. Then at night, Kristin chat wif mi cause she saw my nick. She so shock cause she didnt know Nadhirah is my sis. Anyway, today I did it again. Seems like I make another gal angry liao. Haiz... Am I only gd at this? Failure la.

Hope to see u soon ba. Sry for the two ladies that is angry wif mi.

Oh well. Start writing sth to lengthen this. Sis. If I know sometimes we tend to say we have no friends and u should know that. But however, we have some that still care for us. I dun know how stupid I am to put so many craps here. You teach mi so much, so many things that I experience it for the first time. A gal that let mi sit beside, talk wif mi. Tease u everyday but u knew it was a joke & not angry wif mi. Share problems together. But when u having troubles/doubts, sometimes u still keep it deep inside. For 2 days already, waited for u to blog to find wats troubling u. I am worry. At least give mi some reponse...

Yours Sincerely,

Khian Wei

Cant do my assignment & fyp...

Yesterday one of my friend ask mi to watch movie. I wan to watch but then, I say c first. Dun know y? Still dun know wat am I doing. Feeling that there is so many things to do but some how just dun feel like doing it. So many interruption, cant concentrate. Think too much also cant concentrate. I wanna go to that place... a place to settle myself, a place to calm myself. Where is everybody? Wat r u guys doing? Is it still holiday? Singaporeans!!? Huh? Is it that the life style of Singaporeans? Is it? Live here for so many yrs le... seldom go out so knew little about my surrounds. Felt so lost now....

Sis now ia mad at mi. Tht u should know how I feel some how. Maybe I am naive. Stupid enough to dun know anything.

Yeah. So early in school le. Hehe. Can't wait to go into my first class again. Not because of someone but I really like the class. I want to know sth. Like wat the tutor has say, everything starts in a state. Today, wat have I learn. Hmmm... Audio, visual, and some other thing. Forget la. Wats this?

A visual person. Stay a distance from others cause wanna see big pictures. Look eye to eye when talking. Dun give them small details, u must tell them the big picture first then in details so as not to confuse them. Always chin up, looking straight. Neat and make sure their clothes matches. Dun know how to write. Usually will start sentence with I see, I observe... etc. The body language is unpredicdable.

An audio person. Dun look eye to eye to avoid interruption. Close to u as to listen everything u say, not very close lah. Also always chin up, looking straight.

Another type of person, I forget lah. Er.. kind of emotional one ba. When u say a story or sth, u will immediately trigger their emotion. Their emotion will go with the story. When u talk with this type of person, he will always look down. Hehe.

I think should be correct ba. Hope didn't remember wrongly. Today, Yong Wei very sad. U wanna guess y? Hehe. There is 4 gals in front of us. Noot very funny. He wants to be in a team wif all 3 of the girls in front of us. Then that was just the first lesson la. Now got one more friend ma. Haha. I hope u get ur wish. Anyway cause he say he only know Kelly ma? Cause in same IS class before. He also count 3 gals, two boys one team. Lol. Somehow felt how lame he is. Dun count like that la. If u r gd, then perhaps anyone also can de. Hmm...Think of another nerd that Rong Ming told mi about.

The nxt class is robotic class. Hee. Got to meet another Roy that sit beside my sis. Haha. Gd job sis. :X Install the software then we get to play lego in a different way. Quite bore. Terence didn't come today. During lunch, call a few friends, but none reply...Call Colin and met him at atrium. Wanna give my LO my report but he say he took the morning leave off so I just gave him during lunch. Last class, got myself into a team of five. All I dun know wor. Anyway after that I went home straight.

Today I got a goal in my life. Only exist when I am in poly. Ok, just joking. Write sth to encourage myself. Try an error, even if fail, u won't regret, at least u try. I try to make myself a wish list with only one thing I want. Wat I wan can't be seen, wat I wan cant be hold...enough...wt...think too much...Hahahehe. Still remember wat my sis told mi(in sms). Dun look at wat ppl have and then u wanna have also. I understand it but I just can't stop.

Just say another stupid qn again. Help. Really no cure ma. Wanna cry... Who do I approach? Who do I look for? My friends. No one is around when u need them. Huh? Perhaps I am too emotional. Y? Y must be so emotional, huh? Y am I like that? Who the hell am I? Wats love? Wats crush? Y her? Y? Y? Confuse? Y even ask her so many stuff? Y ask her personnal qns? Lame ma? Or just a love sick guy desperate for a love life.

Fate is what god can give but then the chances are what a human can make.

After a sleepless night, Lol. Woke up. Today feel like going out cause sit and home face the com dunno do wat. Yesterday night keep smsing my sis. Dun know y suddenly wan to go to the GV website and check on Shutter. Ya. My sis really wan to see so badly, cause her friends all watch liao. In the morning, the GV website too many traffic so cant check on the movie. At about 11+, found that JP got a afternoon show, so quickly sms my sis, ask her wanna watch. She replied very quickly... We met at the bus stop then go buy tickets first and then go library. I borrowed a book to read. Sian at home ba.

The movie.... Some of the scenes r shocking... but somehow it is not scarly. Some of the parts I really like..now still remember some. The girls at the back is so noisy. Still read out the words somemore. But got one part that is a laughing scene. : D Amazing that they still can use it as part of the movie.

After the movie, my sis & I walk walk. I go around hunting for teddy bears. Dun ask mi y, cause I like them. At least can buy for myself. Hehe. So expensive. Appologize to my sis, everytime go out I like to look at soft toys. Take all ur window shopping time away.

Wow Like 1 week nvr come to school le. Hehe. O weird today, everything seems so new to mi. Saw Jia Hui walking to the LT then ask her about the assignment stuff that Kelly has told mi yesterday. Finally dare to write my friend name down here. Anyway she say she dun feel well so today she didnt come. All the rest of my class not here leh. Only can find Winnie & Jia Hui only. The lecture very boring. Wat digital and annalog sound. ZzzzZZzz. Lecture nvr teach anything that concern with the assignment, then wats the use? Exam or test? This module got meh? At lecture, saw that nerd guy. Sry lah, dun mean to be so bad de. Nth particular. Dun know y so many empty seats, he choose to sit on the floor. Weirdo. One of my friend same class as him told some of us that the laptop bag he always carry, dun have laptop inside. .... Hhahaahaaha ....

After lecture caught up wif Colin, went to library. Sit there do nth loh. He bz doing fyp stuff. Waiting for 4pm, must meet my supervisor. Dun know how to do use case diagram... We met wif nana, then hor, after half an hour finish le.

Going home still worried about my sis. Keep messaging her... Should be able to make her smile ba... She wants to watch Shutter so much. I try to rent the vcd la. K? Now chatting wif u. Tht u at home. U tell mi that u r in sch. Y nvr ask mi to accompany....? Dun stress urself la. Go home early.

Still waiting for the call from GV... I wanna go work... Haiz... Arh...

This funny nite. Did sth funny...or u can call it lame. But dun know y. Everytime so emotional de. Told someone sth.....Dun dare to write down here. Felt everyone has ignore mi. So scare living in the dark. No light. Y must I say that to her? Will she even care? Then wat will happen nxt when we meet again? I dun dare to think so much... dun even dare to go class..

Yeah. Today skip 3 hours of practical on avfe. While the rest r sitting in the class, I am sitting ib the cmpb building. That's right, I going checkup. So many ppl early in the morning. Mostly accompany by friends. Wait so long, long, long. zzZZz. Need to go to so many tests... Until the last one, they say full house then told us to go for lunch then come back at 1pm. Haiz... now onli 11+. By now, my dad should be discharge le ba. Really wan to know the lesson teach wat cause assignment start le. Go for lunch le then came back for final test. The test really funny. So many qns, given a limited time. So many funny qns, lol cause nvr look at instruction. Whole process 2 hours. Then came home le.

Stay at home really bore. Go online no one to talk to. Lol. All my friends dunno doing wat. Playing game? blah blah blah. Wish I am that sort that dun online everyday, or can keep on playing game de. Keep urself occupy.
I am so blessnow having one sis that can share something wif. She also change her nick often. Just expressing her feeling. Sometimes I dun really understand cause it is written in Malay. The other just play MS onli. Haiz.

Tonite, ask one of my classmates how is today's class. She told mi the assignment start le then must submit sth by nxt wk. Haiz. Now trying to think of sth. Jia Hui is in my class. Perhaps I really dun trust anyone or just no one will bother about mi ba. Always have the loneliness in my avfe class. I know in my class got about 5 of my classmates that r with mi for 3 yrs. but since yr 2, we r all seperated into small groups. I dun really stick together wif them. They r so different. So hard to talk to them ma? Or I think too much le? I so confused? Now I wonder if I dun trust all of them, then y should I mke friends?

This song I put in my blog. I know la. A lot of my friends dun like jap song. This is an anime(japanese cartoon), one of the song. There is one part that I really like cause it shows how 2 friends that wont give up on each other. They try all their best to protect each other. Is the virtual world. Too bad we cant find such strong friendship in reality.

Blogging early today. Having so many thts in my mind. Many troubles...created by myself, family problems. Dun know if we can survive...

Evening visited SGH. My dad has a small operation. Just a minor one, but of cause still worry la. In the morning, dad keep calling. Havent gone for the ear operation. Until late evening, my mom, my little cousin & mi then went to the hospital to visit him. First time there. Throughout the trip there, really quite. Sawmy dad in pain.... Felt quite sad... Stay there for a few hours then left. Should be ok ba, tml coming home le.

Halo blog. Sry to put junks here everyday. Dun know how to begin the blog.

Write how I start my fyp? Call some of my friends, only Jia Hui reponse to my call. lol. I seldom mention her in my blog. She help people a lot. Really dun feel gd keep asking her to help. This semester also same class with her. Keep on asking her how to do this & that. Like taking her for granted. Dun know how to thanks her. Anyway by this semester can try to do sth ba. Blog, help mi to remember hor.

Nxt wk will be quite bz. I try to manage my time.

Saw my sis blog...Always look at her blog. everytime felt sorry for her. Dun know how to say this. Two of them give out so much. One is really bless now ba. The other kept remembering the past. R they same kind/type of person? Like wat the MQE tutor say. Feeling ppl will put themselves in other ppl shoes. Must they make so many stuff for themselves to think. I dun know y I can understand this type of feelings. Dun know if this all is really true? God. Pls gave them wat they wan. Dun let them suffer.

The last Sat to enjoy?? So boring... wanna try to start the fyp but... playing neopets instead. y? Too many things inside...So difficult to concentrate... Y? Y?
Lame blog...

I really wish to write all my troubles down.... Y am I thinking so much? Y create so much trouble for ur brain? Is it of any use? Haiz... Y my fyp choose wat I dun know. Now stuck le. I try myself...still stuck. No one willing to help mi?

Today. 100 Stars made. 25 Cranes. Ppl wondering y I folding. Too free ba. Dun know wat I am doing also. So confuse... Deleted my gb. Try to stop all online game... Set my mind on fyp.

This morning, the first class at 8am like every other semester. The first class is wat I really look forward to. MQE. Y? Perhaps I wan to know sth more about the mind. Like wat he shown us, an article. So many puzzles inside, we have to find our own. We own ourselves, mind, body, soul. If one of them is bad, we throw that away only, the rest will remain. Create a brand new part to replace the one u have thrown away. Wat the tutor say is really true. So really anxious. After 1 hr plus then we r off to the canteen. Really looking forward for the next class. She also same class as mi. Haiz.......

The next class is MR. Hmmm.... Before this class, I having troubles. Kept thinking y my sis nvr reply mi yesterday. In the class, the tutor has a funny accent. Gave a short briefing wif a lot of short video clips. Gave us a demo. Nxt wk must bring lappy. The programming just drag & drop pics. Wah.... Really kiddy stuff. Anyway, got my sis & two of my friends in this class. Today really a bit no mood for this class. My sis playing game while the other two slept in class.

Lastly is the ITI. This is the worst class of all. Lol. Y. Cause all dun know one lah. But I will try to make some new friends. Haha. So fast form team already.

Y always wake up so early??? Any way need to go meet RM in sch. Going PS this evening. Wanna catch a movie too. Msg Nadhirah. Dun know y nvr reply my sms, nvr listen to my call??? U angry wif mi or wat? Did I do sth wrong? I am so confuse now. At least answer sth.

Y must I be so stupid? Y must I do such a dumb thing? Just wish I nvr done it...

I try to write longer la since u say my blog getting shorter. Try a fun way to blog todays happening. Didnt go to lecture today, didnt meet my supervisor also. Sick.

Once upon a time, two knights, Sir Kee Yong & Sir Kiwi together with 3 princesses, Cinderella, Sara & Jennifer return to the old castle after they left a week ago. We gather around in one of the nearest state and walk to the Castle of Promedia. Wah. Like now not really use to the castle smell. Phew. When we entered, we saw the Queen & we just walk in to get wat we r here for, the knights' salary. Saw all our fellow colleagues. We told the acc. apartment ppl wats our name & they gave us the $$. The King's son is still 'working' in the company. We saw quite a lot of slaves in the castle. After we left the old castle, nvr know they have accquired so much slaves. Mostly were female, all I think. The Queen ask us y we r all so free today, then we told her that we onli need to do our duty for 3 days per wk. She looked so surprised. Sir Kee Yong said he wants to do part time duty here. After we got our salaries, we have to take another thing, our knights glory book. So we went to find the supervisor of the slaves. She told us that some of the knights has come earlier this morning. She gave us our book and also told us that Sir Roy was also saying to work part time there. she said it is very quiet & peaceful after we left. Both Roy & Kamilah have gone off without us.

After that, we went to one of the state known as J8. When to a 'bank' to put all our $$ inside then ate our lunch there & walk around there. All wanna give the supervisor a card. We will be going back to the old castle again, somedy & for the last time. After that, we all went back to our own state. To be continue...

Haha...Really lame. The story dun know will continue or not.

First day of lesson, 3 hrs. Most of the ppl in my class dun really know them. So sian. 1st hour is self intro. Then give us a brief description about the module. After that, gave us a demo. Thats all.

Dun know must write here or not. Funny if all my friends read this. After the ITP, keep thinking of going out wif friends, especially gals. Hahahaha. Siao. Dun know wat to write. Dun dare to write more.

All crap la.

A wish before I leave NP. I really wish to take photo wif some of my close friends together. Hah.

I now blogging for fun. Nth to do, nth to write. Dun know y folding stars for these 2 days? Y r my stars all white?

Saw my sis(Nadhirah) wearing a cap. Her hair is really short now. Quite cute. :D And for the other sis(Angela), her hair style like her idol. Hehe.

Happiness & Laugher during ITP

Nth to do now, so just blog in all the funny things that happen to us during our ITP. I seen 2 of my friends blog and I might as well write about my friends in ITP. Here is a list of friends/colleagues in our work place:

1) Wai Kit. A funny and crappy guy from JB. A guy that is quite well known in our company. He likes to talk about food. Everytime before starting to work or before lunch hour, he lkes to ask us where we wanna eat at... Remember that he is mean that time, cause the Malays r fasting & he keeps saying all the delicious stuff in front of them. Below his table glass, he put a lot of food coupons to motivate himself. He likes to play basketball, but then he got a lot of leg injuries.

2) Roy. Roy is quiet guy. Seldom talk in office. For the first 2 weeks. We like to tease him & Nadhirah. We will always tell Roy that he must buttoned up his shirt eveytime Nadhirah turn around and look at Roy. All the NP girls r quite 'nuts' about Roy(wan a piece of him). He told us that he dreamed that he is given the best employee award. He always like to tease E-Hui. A assistant of Angeline.

3) Kee Yong. He is a funny guy. He is camera shy. Hard to take his pics for the first time though. When we did our calling, he may pronounce some words...not wrongly.. We say that his chinese is half-half. He got a few names for himself...Johnson, Blusher, Ahmad..& got one more, too long to remember. Sometimes, his ears will become rally red due to some reason. We like to match him to Cooleen(A gal from TP). I remember the last 2nd day, he was so sad & kept quiet. At the last minute, Din gave him Cooleen hp & he is overjoyed.

4) Liana. Also known as Sara/Nana, Meow. During one of the day, she dressed in a punjabi suit. I called her a green lantern cause it is all green. She cut her hair until quite short. Use to say her head is small. :X She looks sporty though. Always go around wif Annjana. She had a crush on a guy in our work place.. I think. She called him Hunky Chunky. There is once, we all ate in PS. We made her laugh until she could hardly eat her food. She laugh throughout her lunch. A funny gal. Can speak chinese quite well..

5) Anjana. Also known as Jennifer. She & Kee Yong likes to tease each other a lot, especially the ear thing. She once has a sort of 'carving' on her hand. Dun know wat it is call. Say her hand looks funny.

6) Kamilah. Hmmm... A quiet girl... A girl who is slacking, where the rest also follow her lead. She is a quota-maker. Sometimes her bf just wait for her after work. Dun like to work.

7) Saifudin. Also known as Din, and fasting gay by Wai Kit. Rides a bike to work everyday.

8) Martin. Also known as Al-rite. Cause he always say al-rite. A guy quite crappy and funny. His words are louder than his actions.

9) Nadhirah. Also known as Nad, Suzy. A sis of mine. Hmmm.. Like to tease her wif other guys like Roy, Nazri(A guy from SP) & others. A hardworking gal, gain colleagues & especially Angeline trust. At the starting of our survey, she blended herself wif the SP students. Remember she once talk to mi behind a small wall. Then I stood up & couldnt really see her. Lol :X Too insulting.

10) Wai Ling. A gal that seldom see her a work. She kenna stuck at the Approval. She always wish to get out of the Approval room.

Last day of ITP today. Yeah... Dun feel the happiness. Gonna miss all of u so much. During these few weeks, I have learned a lot from u guys. Hope can gather 2gether once again. My sis, Nadhirah, I really enjoyed ur accompany going to work & going back home wif mi. U also taught mi a lot. I remembered a day. Holding an umberalla walking wif u to work, a first experience. Share problems together sometimes. We r the kind of person that think a lot/ think too much. Some may find us asking stupid qns but we r not, we r just asking sth that we r thinking at that moment. Our feeling inside us change really quickly. Lol. I cant really say sweet things out of my mouth cause I dare not. But then written words r easier to write then speak. I know it is plain no matter wat I had written here. Sorry if I offended anyone of u guys during the 6 weeks. I dun know how to joke so I just talk really crappy stuff, else I just sit down at my work place & do my own work. U guys would always think that y am I so hardworking, cause I dun wanna offend any of u guys. Seriously. Will all the laugher & happiness perish after work?

At 12pm, we took pics wif the rest of the colleagues and went to J8 to eat. Wai Kit going back to JB. The rest went home while Nadhirah accompany mi to buy sth. Sry. I insisted that she accompany mi. :X We went to Marina Sq again. Ya. We came here thrice in a row. I brought wat I wanted. Hope she likes it. Nadhirah then go to This Fashion to shop. While waiting for her, just go look at books. Haha. She scared I waited too long for her so she came out. Actually, I am not really in a hurry ma, u also say u havent finished looking at the shop. There really got a lot of clothes for u to buy...haha. After that, we went to some more shops. Until Nad said she really tired then we went home. Dun know how to give my thanks to u.

There is a place. A place for us to meet.
There is a secret. A secret that we can share.
There is a wish. A wish that we grant together.
There is a few colleagues. A few colleagues that we neveer forget.
There is a feeling. A feeling of loss/joy.

This friendship last for 6 wks. Can we still carry on? Miss u guys so much...

Woke up when my alarm went off. When I was about to go to work, my mum asked where am I going. I looked at my watch and I realised it is really early. Checking my time table & my classmates. Lol. Not much friends in all my classes. Especially ITI, no one I know. Ok loh. Try to know some person at least. My AVFE got a few classmates, & got that Martin. She is also in my class. Stop writing le. Nxt.

Nth much at work. All wear very formal today. Many wear black colored clothes. David Lim came in the morning asking all of us the reason we r not here yesterday. We gave a lot of 'creative' reasons. I gave a lame one saying Nadhirah nvr gave mi a wakeup call. Do calling & I did a lot today. Sitting beside the boss's son. Arrogant ba. Haiz...In the afternoon, saw all my friends do sth else, y no one ask mi to do? I kept doing the calling. I was so mad & sad. Do u guys know my existence? Too sad to talk to anyone. After a while, my mood change back to 'normal'. We took pics with some colleagues.

After work, we all went to Lau Pao Sa. Din reached there first caused he riding bike. Dun know how long then reached there by bus. We ordered a lot of food. Took pics. Jokes. Too bad Kamilah is not around. After our dinner, Din sat wif his friends. The rest went for a stroll to the Merlion. Wai Kit went back home when we r halfway to the the Merlion because of his leg. Left 3 gals & 3 guys now. We took some pics at the Merlion there then go in the Esplanade & toook pics again. After that, we all went home.

Everything is wrong today, Dun know y? Maybe cause I skip work. We all NP students took our chances. All skip work for today except for Wai Kit & Martin. We didnt tell them. David Lim called all of us asking y all didnt come to work. OMG. 11/11 nvr go. Go on strike. Today going out with some SP guy & gals and Nadhirah to watch movie. Waiting for Nadhirah at the bus stop going to JP wif her. Nazri was surposed to meet us at Marina Square. At JP, we went to check the tickets of the movie. Sad, onli left front row seats. Then went to the library. Nadhirah told mi Nazri will be meeting them in JP. I wondered if he really plan for today or not. We met him on the Boon Lay mrt and went to Marina Sq. At Marina, we went to cinema and is really late for the show. Have to wait for the nxt show. Go to Suntec try, & they are not showing Shutter. Wah..walk along way & cant get to watch. We went for dinner at burger king. Nazri quite a sad mood cause he say he wanted to watch movie. Sitting beside the two malays, chatting or argueing. I sit there quietly.

Then we went to the esplanade. The two sat down near the stairs while I just went to the edge. I once came before with Din & RM. Really feels gd to sit here, listening to the waves crashing against the rocks & feeling the breeze. My mind was really empty but then, I could think of one thing now. Someone that is willing to sit here beside u. All my troubles seems to be thrown away. Took my sis & Nazri pics. Writing my diary under a shelter cause it is raining. Nadhirah keep on snatching my book. Lol. Nth to hide from my sis, let u see la. Nazri is talking wif his childhood friends now. Nadhirah looks really bored cause Nazri keeps talking none stop. Nazri keep insisting he has to go off at 8pm. Then we went home.

After I reached my house & took a bath, my body was itching all over. Have allergy. Got an injection & got an MC for tml. Sad day but enjoyable.