Sunday, March 13, 2005

Hi Blog, Sry to abandon u. I was living in my dream land. Been doing my report. Sad thing is that no one is avilable to help mi or even contact mi. I like to thanks Nadhirah for 'accompanying' mi this week though is I force her to. With your company, I am motivated to the report at least someone know I exist.

Throughout, from the developing of program till doingg the report. We been helping each another. But when working on the program, you are always staying at your club house and dun wan to do elsewhere. Sometimes when I ask you to do with mi cause you need help, you always ask mi I am with who. Shy or not, if you really need help then go ahead. Most of the days, I will always go to the clubhouse to check on you. It is kinda funny, is a crush. So deep... getting even deeper each day. During the writing report week, we often tease one another. I remembered that day your neck cant turn to your right. I tease at you. Moody isnt good at all, since you cant get any work done. Your mood makes mi feel like eating you up. Sometimes I dare not look at your face cause I may do something foolish. There was once where we stay at the club house till 9 pm. Few students are around that club house area, and we r doing the coding together, never know you always stay so late in school, but now, you always go home earlier. Another day, when we were going home, I told you that if you wan, you can change bus at your usual stop. That moment, when you were about to stood up from your seat, I wanted to grab your hand....

But somehow, when we didnt meet for a day, I kept thinking of you and become moody. Sometimes it is funny when we r doing the FYP together, either one of us is moody. Through the FYP, I know more about you and I began to like you. R u really important to mi, I wonder. Trying all ways to help you instead of my friends, even the closes one. That day, I even cried in front of you, so stress & afraid that my report could not finish. Today, I made you wait for the sample report that is with mi. How I wish I could give you sooner. Today, I had finish my report. After that, I did not play any game because I have no mood to play. I am missing something important. Ya, now I didn't listen to any songs to write all this.

After the FYP thingy, there are a few things that I will keep thinking:

1. The demo. Aiya, worry for wat, demo la.

2. Friends. I will miss all my friends(or not). I am not going to the Prom Nite so really is the last chance to see you guys in school. Mei Mei, thanks for listening to all the stupid stuff I chat with you about, all my sadness and sorrows. Nad, really thanks for accompanying mi(if I didnt force you, but most of the times yes).

3. Work. I wanna go and work all day unless if someone wish to go out everyday, I can quit my work and accompany that someone.

4. Game. Well, play the online game for so long already. Cannot stop, but will try to.

5. Assignment. The last assignment of the AVFE, need to do a good job. My teammates are not that creative, wont listen to my ideas.

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