I wanted to give u sth for valentine day. Not because of any reason, but cause u r a special friend to mi. Been thinking.....can hardly slp. Cant even do anything. Need ur motivation. Need to c u...So depress. So desperate to c u. Giving u things on this day, scare we nvr be friends again.... Wat am I thinking? I am willing to spend $$ on u. Sorry for not replying to u. It doesnt matter the result, I knew the result le, but still gonnna do rather than regretting things u nvr done. From that stupid blog of mine til now. Fell so deep cant get out. Sitting there beside u, I dare not look at u. I know that I am not ur type of guy. Sry