Kiwi...............I hate u............I hate u so much....................U r sick..........Go and Die...............Go and Die...............................

Sry, sry, sry................sry, sry, sry.............................



YYYYYYYYYY. Wat happen to mi...... Y sudden mood change? Perhaps u havent change a bit, kiwi. Changes, huh? Wat for change? just for ppl, or urself? Nth change after this ma...

Haiz, today is Valentine day. Early in the morning woke up, go to sch to meet TP. Sian. Dun wan to go out. Cant help TP to solve his problems then he sian and didnt do anything. I need to do fyp, concentrate. but go home play game. Nana got to see the prototype in 2 days time.
Today, I rush to her, but didnt help her much in fyp. Dare not look at her, dare not talk to here. Assume that she is not there. Kiwi got a funny thought... Haiz.. She also kind of sad. Dun know y? For quite sometime, the chse is so quiet. TP and the rest make jokes abt mi, haiz...They too stress le. Gave her chocolates and then left.

Kiwi gonna be crazy..............................................

I wanted to give u sth for valentine day. Not because of any reason, but cause u r a special friend to mi. Been thinking.....can hardly slp. Cant even do anything. Need ur motivation. Need to c u...So depress. So desperate to c u. Giving u things on this day, scare we nvr be friends again.... Wat am I thinking? I am willing to spend $$ on u. Sorry for not replying to u. It doesnt matter the result, I knew the result le, but still gonnna do rather than regretting things u nvr done. From that stupid blog of mine til now. Fell so deep cant get out. Sitting there beside u, I dare not look at u. I know that I am not ur type of guy. Sry

Y again? Y must I do this to myself?

Sth is missing, but wat?
Didnt do fyp, playing ms all this days..........

Nth to blog today. I finish my avfe proj. Didnt do fyp. Tml wish to start. Pls help motivate mi. Anyonne?

3 thoughts during CNY

1) While watching a movie on tv. Realise sth. U wan sth cause that sth is taken by someone else. Losing something to somebody else and regret. And then u will know how precious it is to u. I might as well grab that chance before anyone.

2) Thinking of, if I die, who would I first think of? Perhaps is my family, or someone else.... Which is it so important to mi?

3) Everyone is given a song entitle to him/her. Everytime I listen to, I will remember them, I wont forget them. Every event we had together. I pictured it in my mind.

Happy Chinese New Year!!