Another day, today, no mood to study,...lol, since yesterday. No weird at all. After a few chats and talks, I become fine again, manage to study 1 lecture. But dunno if I have enough time to study or not. I saw my upcoming lecture notes, wow, in mathermatics. How am I gg to learn that?

It felt weird, after chatting I have more confident to study. Is it true....? Then wat? Keep on thinking of girls....what the hell..... why am I like this, wat have I become...

Today, before lecture, I receive an sms from her... Her, lol, wat's with the sudden sms. And the sms writes weird stuff... wat I got smile or not ?? Make my mind think of her sms onli. She nvr cross my mind till now.... I think. I am getting weirder and weirder each day.., think some of my friend will be scare of me soon..

Another Day

My emotion is getting worse once again. Sometimes I can control it most of the time I just cant help it. Now I am studying in school. Just a few days ago, many things I do not understand, trying hard to learn. I am still concern with the pillar I am looking for... Without a pillar, I still find it hard to survive...
Last month, I met a few ingame friends, though my first time meeting them, I have the courage to meet them, I wanna meet more friends. Trying something new...
I hate to see/do something over and over again everyday. I want to do something new everyday. That is 1 big problem. I wonder how am I going to find a jib if I have that problem? Not to say have a gf or a wife.
Everyday, I been thinking of girls, but in school, I dare not look at any girls. It is my mind that is doing this to me. The malay girl that I like have a bf, just saw her friendster ytd. When I looked at it, I wanna wish them both all my blessing... :D Nothings beat making your love ones happy, correct? I ask myself, what do I look for? A substitute? A play-play relationship? A real one? Hahaha. Nah. Perhaps is only the brain think too much. Heart is totally different thinking. Many of my friends study different course from me, but I am happy to see them in school. Now trying to get to make new friends in school.

Day 29/06/2007

Going to a gathering with my poly friends for dinner. This is the second time they ask me out, cause the first time I last minute not going. I wanna change for the better. Tying to get along with them...

Today is a really enjoyable day. Me and my two secondary friends went to play badminton and pool together. Long time since I went to jurong east complex; and meet up with them. Play for a while only and I get tired. Weeks haven't been exercising so... After 2 hours, at first, we thought of going to the creative sales at their own building, but then again... tml maybe a better time, last day always get more bargain. We walk to jurong east entertainment for a dinner then went to play pool. During the game, there was a lot of laughter.

Everytime, together with them, give me a percious memory. Though we don't have a lot of similiarise, our personnalitise are totally different, but among all my friends, I am able to laugh louder with them.

I am still trying to ask my poly friends to hang out.

2 more weeks... and what...? Scool or work? I haven't got an answer, still very indecisive. But still, there is nth for me to worry about... haha.

Long time post 1, so have to write sth more. Hehe. Though this blog only I can see it, don't care how many ppl see this blog, even me only. I just feel like writing. Bye bye.

Another blog.... Finally, after 2 years. I can do what I want to do now.... Same with the rest of my friends who are with me .... 2 years of army... Learn quite a lot.

Free At Last

Finally, been 2 years.... and I am free now. Hope all my friends who have been together with me have a gd life from now onwards.